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SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF! HELP!!!

Aug 09, 2009


HELLO THERE,

I FINALLY GOT APPROVED 2 WEEKS AGO AFTER 14 MONTHS OF WAITING  AND THEY GAVE ME 2 WEEKS TO LOOSE 15 LBS BEFORE THEY COULD EVEN GIVE ME A SURGERY DATE AND I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO STOP EATING.. I AM SO HUNGRY ALL THE TIME AND I JUST FEEL ITS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN.

I NEED YOU ALL ADVICE IF ANYONE WENT THRU THIS AND WHAT DID IT FOR YOU TO LOOSE THOSE LAST 15-20LBS BEFORE SURGERY.

I STARTED 2 WEEKS AGO WITH THE LIQUID DIET AND THEN AT NIGHT I GET SO HUNGRY I LOOSE IT. I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GO THRU WITH IT. 

HELP
GOD BLESS
MARY JANE
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TRAVELED ALMOST 175 MILES AND HAD A CANCELLED APPOINTMENT!

Jul 28, 2009

HELLO THERE WELL YESTERDAY I TRAVELED TO SAN ANTONIO TO SEE MY NUTRITIONIST TO GO THRU SOME OF MY MEALS ETC. TO START THE LIQUID DIET AND GO THRU ANSWERS AND QUESTIONS AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF BEFORE MY SURGERY AND THEY WERE GOING TO GIVE ME A SURGERY DATE.

SO I CALLED THEM IN THE MORNING TO ASK FOR DIRECTIONS ONCE AGAIN AND SO WE TOOK OFF. WE GOT THERE ALMOST 3 HOURS LATER AND THEY TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS NT IN THAT SHE CALLED IN SICK. WOW I WAS SO UPSET AND THEY APOLOGIZED AND JUST WEIGHTED ME AND TOLD ME THAT SHE WOULD CALL ME TODAY OVER THE PHONE FOR THE CONSULTATION....

SHE CALLED AND TOLD ME TODAY THAT THEY COULD NOT SCHEDULE MY SURGERY UNTIL I LOOSE 15 POUNDS.. SO I HAVE BEEN GOING UP AND DOWN SINCE LAST I SEEN HER THAT HAS BEEN 14 MONTHS AGO.  I REALLY DID NT THINK I WAS GOING TO GET MY SURGERY ANYMORE..

I BOUGHT FROM THE DR'S OFFICE SOME MEAL REPLACEMENTS AND I SAID THE SOONER I GET THEM GOING THE SOON I GET TO LOOSE AND HAVE THE SURGERY....  I WAS SO EXCITED!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED I JUST ATE SO MUCH TODAY WITHOUT TOUCHING THE MEAL REPLACEMENTS. I AM SO READY FOR THIS BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TODAY WAS I JUST COULDN'T STOP EATING I WAS SO HUNGRY. 

HAS ANYONE OUT THERE GONE THRU THIS AND WHAT DO I DO FOR IT NOT HAPPENING TOMORROW OR NEXT DAY.....

PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR ADVICE AND TELL ME HOW TO GET STARTED ON MY JOURNEY ONCE AGAIN, SINCE I HAVE GONE OFF THE WRONG PATH...

HANDS FULL OF BLESSING 

LOVE 

MARY JANE  
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NEED A TOUCH OF FRIENDSHIP!

Jul 27, 2009

DEAR FRIENDS,  I REALLY NEED YOUR TOUCH OF FRIENDSHIP.

 SORRY FOR NOT ANSWERING BACK SOONER BUT I HAVENT BEEN REALLY UP TO MUCH. I REALLY HADN'T  BELIEVED IN MY SURGERY EVER HAPPENING BUT BELIEVE IT OR NOT A WEEK AGO FRIDAY I RECEIVED A CALL FROM THE DRS OFFICE THAT TOLD ME THAT AFTER 14 MONTHS OF WAITING I HAVE BEEN FINALLY APPROVED. SO I AM HAPPY BUT I AM REALLY GETTING NERVES...  THEY WILL CALL ME SOON TO GIVE ME AN DATE TO GO SEE THE DR BEFORE SURGERY.

I AM PRAYING FOR YOU ALL.
GOD BLESS AND MAY ALL THE ANGELS THAT HE SENDS SURROUND YOU WITH LOVE, SERENITY AND THE MIRACLE OF HEALING.

MARY JANE

HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL SOON. MISS YOU!
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CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY W/MY FAMILY 1-13-09

Jan 14, 2009

HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY I CELEBRATED WITH MY FAMILY WHO HAD A BBQ DINNER FOR ME... I AM TRUELY BLESSED MY WHOLE FAMILY TOGETHER..
DELICIOUS FOOD, BBQ, CAKE, GREAT LAUGHS, AND WE PLAYED LOTERIA(MEXICAN BINGO)...

MY GREATEST GIFT OF ALL WAS THAT WE ARE ALL TOGETHER.

VIEW MY PICTURES OF MY BIRTHDAY.

MY GRANDDAUGHTER BYANCA MARGARITA WAS A REAL GOOD HOSTESS.

GOD BLESS

MARY JANE
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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009/ HAVE SOME GOOD NEWS!

Jan 08, 2009

Hello there my friends, HAPPY  NEW YEAR!

Wishing you and your family and friends a wonderful and glorious new year full of blessings of peace, joy, faith, love, and the beautiful gift of giving and forgiveness.  Please pray for peace and for all the children, elderly that need help against all kind of abuse,neglect and a sense of wellness/ secureness.

I have some good new; the Dr. called me yesterday and said that they Christmas angel:9895have all my paperwork ready all they need is just to get it approved.. But they said I would have to wait 4-6 weeks.. I seems a long time; but I have already waited for 8 months. I need you all's help to ask what to do next and how to really prepare for maybe this time it is the real thing. 

I really didn't & still don't in a way believe that my surgery will ever happen. I have been disappointed so many times.
I just want to get it over with but I am scared. By the way I have a new Nurse Advocate, the other one was fired how about that...

Advice & comments welcomed!

GOD Bless

Mary Jane 
 




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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY FAMILY OF OH

Dec 25, 2008

DEAR FAMILY,

I WISH YOU ALL A WONDERFUL, AND BLESSED , GLORIOUS MERRY CHRISTMAS WITH LOTS OF LOVE, HEALTH, JOY, LAUGHTER, PEACE, AND THE GIFT OF GIVING AND FORGIVENESS....

I PRAY AND HOPE THAT THIS CHRISTMAS MY FAMILY CONTINUE TO BE BLESSED AND HAPPY AND ESPECIALLY MY HUSBAND A STROKE VICTIM RECOVERS FROM HIS JOURNEY TOWARDS HEALTH.

PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL THOSE IN NEED OF LOVE AND SECURENESS, AND WELLNESS, ESPECIALLY ANGELS(CHILDREN) AND ELDERLY...

ALSO PRAY FOR ALL OUR HEROS WHO ARE DEFENDING US AND OTHERS FOR OUR FREEDOM.... AND THEIR FAMILIES..

AND MOST OF ALL PRAY FOR OUR OH FAMILY, FOR A SPEEDY RECOVERIES AND FOR ALL OF US WHO HAVE NOT HAD SURGERY; THAT IT WOULD SOON BE SCHEDULED.. MAY OUR JOURNEY BE A BLESSED ONE....

I FEEL SO DEEPLY BLESSED FOR ALL MY FAMILY, GOD FOR ALL HIS STRENGTH AND KNOWLEDGE TO KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHATS NOT, FAITH AND LOVE... MY DADDY, I AM TRUELY BLESSED, MY HUSBAND WHO IS STILL WITH US, MY TWO BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS WHO HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR AND GIVE, MY SON BILLY WHO I ADORE I THANK GOD FOR HIS LOVE AND PASSION  AND MY GRANDDAUGHTER FOR HER INNOCENCE AND LOVE AND JOY FOR LIFE AND KNOWLEDGE....

I LOVE YOU ALL AND MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!


MARY JANE R.  HERNANDEZ & FAMILY


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WISHING YOU A WONDERFUL & BLESSED THANKSGIVING HOLIDAY!

Nov 26, 2008

                                

DEAR FRIENDS,
WISHING YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONES A BLESSED AND JOYFUL THANKSGIVING HOLIDAY...

STILL WAITING FOR AN UPDATE ON MY SURGERY DATE... NOTHING IS HAPPENING...  I AM SO FRUSTRATED .
TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS
LOVE ALWAYS,

I AM SO BLESSED!

Oct 08, 2008

HELLO MY FRIEND,

YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR KIND WORDS, ADVICE, PICTURE COMMENTS AND PRAYERS MEANT TO ME... I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW I FELT AND YOU GAVE ME A PIECE OF YOUR HEART.... YOU JUST CAN'T IMAGINE HOW MUCH GOOD YOU MADE  ME FEEL...

YESTERDAY I WENT OUT TO MY SONS SCHOOL MEETING.. I REALLY WASN'T GOING TO MAKE IT.. BUT THEN I REALIZED HOW MUCH IT WOULD MEAN TO HIM... HE WAS SO SUPRISED AND HAPPY THAT I WENT.  I REALLY GOT HOME SO TIRED. BUT I AM PROUD OF MYSELF I WENT OUT..

I HAD AN APPOINTMENT WITH THE DR TODAY AND HE JUST HAD LAB WORK DONE ON ME FIRST AND HE ALSO GAVE ME THE UPDATE ON ALL MY MEDICAL RECORDS TO SEND TO MY BS DR.

MY HUSBAND WENT TODAY TO HIS EYE SPECIALIST AND THEY PUT 2 SHOTS IN ONE OF HIS EYES, HE SAID THAT IT WAS VERY SWALLON AND HIS PRESSURE WAS VERY HIGH... HOPE HE WILL BE BETTER TOMARROW.  HE ALSO WENT TO HIS FIRST PHYSICAL THERAPY SESSION... HE DID GOOD MY DAUGHTER SAYS... SO HE GOT TO GO OUT TODAY AND GOT SOME FRESH AIR TOO.

I TRUELLY BELIEVE THAT THINGS DO HAPPEN FOR A REASON... AND I AM JUST BEING PREPARED FOR THE FUTURE TO COME... AND TO TREASURE EVERY MOMENT I HAVE WITH MY FAMILY... AND I ALSO BELIEVE THAT GOD GAVE ME THIS WONDERFUL OH FAMILY TO HELP ME THRU THOSE TOUGH THUNDERSTORM... ALL OF YOU ARE ANGELS SENT BY GOD AS MY FRIENDS...

HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING WELL ALONG WITH YOUR LOVE ONES...

PLEASE FEEL FREE TO KEEP IN TOUCH AND REMEMBER I AM A GOOD LISTENER IF YOU NEED A FRIEND...

THANKS FOR BEING YOU!!

LOVE AND GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONES

MARY JANE


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♥ YOU LAST NIGHT ♥
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♥ AND IT SAID... ♥
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SO, SO DEPRESSED!!!

Oct 05, 2008

HELLO, HOW ARE YOU DOING? I AM SORRY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN TO YOU IN A LONG TIME BUT I HAVE BBEN FEELING NOT SO GOOD... I HAVE BEEN SO SO DEPRESSED... I GUESS EVERYTHING IS GETTING TO ME.... I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET MY  B. SURGERY GOING... THE NURSE LOST MY PAPERWORK AND THE DR. NEVER CALLED ME BACK AND ALL SHE DID WAS TELL ME THAT I HAD MISUNDERSTOOD HER THAT SHE NEVER SAID SHE HAD GOTTEN MY MEDICAL RECORDS AND TEST RESULTS... THIS ALL WAS SENT TO HER BEFORE AUG 10... NOW I HAVE TO GET THE MEDICAL RECORDS AND SEND THEM TO HER... OH WELL I AM JUST SO FRAUSTATED.. I HAVEN'T BEEN OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR THE PAST MONTH OR SO I AM JUST GOING THRU ALL THAT I WORKED SO HARD TO GET OUT OFF...

THEN MY HUSBAND ISN'T DOING TOO GOOD... AND I JUST FEEL THAT HIS LIFE AND MINE HAS JUST STOPPED AND WE
WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO GO ON....  WE ARE CONSTANTLY ASLEEP WE NEVER GET UP UNLESS WE GO TO EAT AND TO THE R.R.    HIS DEPRESSION IS SO BAD AND BECAUSE OF SEEING HIM GO DOWN SO BAD I AM DOING THE SAME... I CAN'T BELEIVE WE WILL NEVER HAVE A CONVERSATION HE CAN EVER REMEMBER AGAIN... THANK GOD FOR MY DAUGHTER MARY CARMEN SHE IS MY OLDEST AND SHE IS THE ONE THAT HAS MOVED IN WITH US TO TAKE CARE OF US... SHE HAS EARNED HER WINGS....

I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND NOT HAVE ANY ONE VISIT US.... I SURE DON'T WANT TO GO OUT AT ALL.... MY DEPRESSION WAS DOING SO GOOD... I HAVEN'T STOPPED TAKING MY MEDS... SO I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT GOING ON I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP SO BAD FOR EVERYONE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...

SORRY FOR MY SAD STORY I GUESS I JUST NEEDED TO TALK TO SOME ONE...  THE DR TOLD US THAT AFTER 6 MONTHS IF MY HUSBAND DIDN'T GET ANY BETTER HE WAS GOING TO STAY THIS WAY.. AND HIS SHORT TERM MEMORY WILL FOR SURE NOT GET BETTER BUT WORSE...

I FEEL THAT MY HUSBAND DOESN'T WANT TO TRY HE HAS JUST GIVEN UP....

HOPE EVERYTHING IS WELL WITH YOU AND YOU LOVE ONE... TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS..

MARY JANE

I PRAY MY HUSBAND RECEIVES A MIRACLE AND HE GETS BETTER.

MY LUCK!!!!

Sep 11, 2008

My luck

You all will not believe what I found out a couple of hours ago. I called my nurse advocate at Dr. Patel’s office to see how everything was going and to also ask about the update on the insurance approval (Medicare)… I have emailed her several times and left several messages on the phone but to no avail…

 

Finally I called and I reached her and I asked her and she told me to wait she was going to look in my chart…So she asked me if I had done my stress test and I told her yes that I had done it over a month ago and then she asked me for all the Dr’s information to request the results so I gave her everything again..

 

Then she told me that all I needed was the results for my 6 month diet and I told her that the Dr. had send her 4 months of my progress report and she told me she didn’t have it in my chart. I told her she had even emailed me stating that she had received it, that was 2 months ago.

 

  Then my Dr also mailed the letter for my lack of exercise due to my dislocated knee and she said she had that one and that today she was going to ask the Dr. about it if he would approve it or not… That was sent Aug 22.

 

Then she said that if everything was received  before the end of next week I might have a November surgery date…. MAYBE!!!!!!!!

 

Omg I am so so so upset… She is not doing her part in being my nurse advocate to help me to see that everything is going along fine…

 

I don’t know but I really want to send a letter the Dr. Patel, what do you all think?  Or should I just wait for next week and see how much she has done… WAIT AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!

 

Wow my surgery date was suppose to have been sometime in Sep., so she said 3 months ago…

 

Oh well I also believe everything happens for a reason…. Maybe God had something else planned for me, so I can better prepare myself  for my surgery….

 

Please keep your fingers crossed for me…

 

Sorry for writing so much but I really needed a friend to talk to….

 

Thanks for listening….

 

God bless us all in our OH family…

 

Love

 
MARY JANE


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