Fresh look

Mar 03, 2010

I finally quit smoking yesterday.  It has been almost 42 hrs since I had a cig.  I am doing ok I guess.  I am not as cranky as I thought I would be.  And on the plus side at least any extra weight I do gain will be an actual help in getting approved.  I just feel so guilty for eating.  I used to only eat one meal aday.  And still topped the scales at around 260.  Now I am eating more meals and it has me seriously doubting things.  At this point in my game I wish someone would call a time out and let me out of the game.  Or at least let me have a cig.  Things seemed so much clearer when I smoked. 

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