eastncmami
realization...
Mar 24, 2009
Hey yall!!! Well its almost wednesday like in 1 more hour. The day before i start my 2 week liquid diet, and it's just now hitting me..i have 2 weeks and 1 day before im sliced n diced! I had a moment the other night after my kids went to bed and my husband was at work, i kind of broke down crying, and not because my whole life style is going to change, i guess just the whole fear that every single person im sure had before surgery ..the fear of "not waking up". I'm not going to sugar coat things, im excited but my gosh i am scared to death!!! I put it all into Gods hands though and of course Dr. Chapman!! hehe. I feel blessed to have made it this far and i greatly and deeply praise Jesus for that. I just wanted to also thank those who've read my blogs thus far and have offered comfort and support. Yall RAWK!! I will have many many many more im sure :D so keep on reading!! I don't mind..promise. :D Well i just wanted to make a post, because i haven't made one in a lil bit. Yall keep me in your prayers!!! xoxo -Abbz
