venting

Feb 22, 2010

 OK so I decide to have WLS in 08/09 i went to weight watchers thinking hey i have packed on some weight now its time to get it off last time i was weighed i was 19 and i weighed in at 275 still obese but i was OK so i think at that weight. so now i am 22yrs old and I'm weighing in at 407 still i ask my self how and when. Well my 1st WW meeting went like this the scale read 445 holy shit is what i said i sat in my car and i cried like i never cried before i did not understand when or how or why... i lost my mind i marched back into WW used there bathroom and then weighed in again at the same weight. That day i didn't sit through the meeting . i began changing my life i began watching what i eat and working i went to the kingly health institute did some training but did not really like my work out but i did loose weight ,,, but do to cost i could not afford it,, i joined la fitness and began doing an hr of cardio ... to speed it up a little i am having so many issues with my insurance my job had an exclusion on it so i have saw many docs which are all great and tried to fight my insurance but it didn't work so now in Feb i still did not have my surgery i have done many test much research. I got a new job so far looks like insurance covers it , also brought an oxford plan for in between jobs i hope something good happen... i laugh because many people say WLS is the easy way out but i don't see it like that . i have spent money researching this surgery that i don't even have eating healthy is very costly but i want to live so i work around the clock so i can have what i need NJ insurance is no good ,,, I'm just venting 

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