elmojulie777

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OCTOBER-30-2008, READY OR NOT HERE I COME.                                                                     

I'm so excited.The approval only took one day,that is like unheard of.I had a really hard couple of days,and then I recieved the news surgery was approved,and october-30-2008,is my date,my date to starting the rest of my life.I have waited for this,it seems like forever,I cant believe it's really going to happen.I'm alittle scared,but I think that is normal.Now I dream all day,of the clothes I'm gonna wear.And the things I'm going to do with my family.Were going to ceader point next summer,and I don't have to worry that I can't fit on the rides,my husband wants to go to mexico,and now I don't have to worry about them saying,I'm sorry mam,but you are going to have to buy another ticket because of your weight.I can't wait it feels like I'm about to start the first day of the rest of my life.Everyone was so excited to hear about the surgery,even my mom who doesn't really want me to have it.My husband is so excited,he knows that this is ecential for my physical and mental health and welbeing.keep me in your prayers !It's a long road,but it's worth the walk. 

IT'S TIME FOR SURGERy! 2 weeks, and then, it's going to be the new me.

Last night was really hard for me, I discovered that I have a severe rash,under my belly.I don't understand,I have lost almost 60 lbs ,but it seems to be affecting my body in a bad way. I have done everything they have told me no pop, no sugar,no carbs,and now my feet are peeling severly, my stomach has a rash under it,and I'm waking up with severe headaches. and this is all before my surgery! I'm scared and I feel alone even though I have alot of people that love and support me I guess its just not the same as having someone who has been through this.people think this is the easy way out,they havent got the first clue,what you go through.this has been so emotionaly draining on me,between worring about my 5 kids,and worring about weather or not my inshurance is going to approve or deny me for the surgery,I dont know witch one is worse.I just wish everything could be quicker,it seems like everyday is another obsicale,I find myself crying alot lately,stress i guess,I just hope one day I will look back on this,and know that it was a well worth it experiance.

I'm waiting for inshurance approval,and going crazy this is the worst part. I don't understand why they make it so hard,I know it's an expencive procedure,but they don't have to make it so hard, my nerves are already on edge and the inshurance,has to make it worse.I feel like my life has been put on hold.I just want to get on with it, I have so many plans and I'm ready to go.I hope the inshurance gives the appoval I'm so scared,it's been such a long processs,on the plus side my doctors have been wonderful,they have been there for all the questions and concerns,and I'm shure they will be helpful after the surgery.I just hope people understand, when starting this procedure that it is for the most part, it is  a long guruling process, but from what, I hear and see so far, it is worth it.