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NEW BEGINNINGS.....OLD NEWS...
Mar 17, 2009
WELL SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE I HAVE POSTED LAST. MY HUSBAND AND I HAVE SEPARATED LAST SUNDAY. I HAVE BEGUN DATING AGAIN BUT ITS NOT AS FUN AS ONE MAY THINK.WE JUST STOPPED SEEING EYE TO EYE AND I AM GROWING AS A PERSON AND HE'S STILL STUCK IN HIS OLD WAYS AND I JUST REFUSE TO LET ANYONE HOLD ME BACK FROM BEING TRULY HAPPY. WE ARE TRYING THIS ON A TRIAL BASIS FOR NOW. WE SAID WE'LL GIVE IT 3 MONTHS AND IF WE HAVE NOT COME TO ANY CONCLUSIONS OR RESOLUTIONS WE'LL JUST GO FOR THE DIVORCE. I STILL LOVE HIM, BUT IAM REALLY NOT SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO HIM ANYMORE. I THINK ITS BECAUSE IVE JUST BECOME SO ANGRY WITH HIM THAT I CANT GET PAST THE FEELINGS OF BETRAYEL AND HOW SELFISH HE HAS BECOME WITH HIM NOT BEING SENSITIVE, ROMANTIC, HE ACTUALLY HAS BECOME VERY BORING. WELL I HAVE TO GET DRESSED NOW CUZ ITS ACTUALLY NICE WEATHER AND IAM OFF TODAY AND I WANT TO ENJOY THE WEATHER, MY FREEDOM, AND YES...MY NEW BODY.....TIL NEXT TIME..BE BREZZZYYY
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About Me
Cleveland, OH
Location
25.2
BMI
Surgery
04/24/2008
Surgery Date
Feb 19, 2008
Member Since
