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 WOW, what a day!!!
I don't think I have ever been watched so much in my life... I mean really do you have to stare I know my plate looks like something Barbie would be eating but I am NOT into food.... 
 And what is with the questions??? how much have you lost?
whats your average loss per day? are you sure you are getting enough to eat?
OK , lets go over this one more time I do NOT own a scale. I only eat what is on my list, NO I am not starving...  

  Now that you get it, let me also say I don't need you running around the office telling everyone that I had WLS  seriously if I wanted everyone to know I would have gone on the news....
 OK, glad I got that out... I am feeling better now. 

 Thank you

 Well, I went in today and got on the scale which still freaks me out not use to seeing it go down and not up... but it went down a whole 37 pounds!!!      I cant believe it I am now the same weight i was a year ago and not on any drugs for allergies, which I have been told might never come back  :)  ( I wish, hope and pray) other wise just stick me in a bubble.
 but other than that I am ahead of schedule..... 



 

 well, I am back to doing just about everything I did before(work wise) . I still get worn out but not nearly as bad as in the beginning.  Right now I am keeping a food journal so I know what I can and can not stand to have. It has worked out really well because it also reminds me I need to eat, its so easy to forget.
The best part so far is that everyone around me notices the weight just falling off, I wish I could but  I guess its harder to see on yourself, a change in pant size would be nice though, I need new clothes.
And of course I refuse to buy any until I am down at least one whole size.
 I know everything takes time I just wish it was me in the skimpy Halloween costume this year...

 I am SO happy right now.... I am  11 days out and finally back to work part time... and get this 20pounds lighter....  until today I thought I had not accomplished anything the week I was off work now that time has been justified, I mean laying around the house has it benefits but if you know me that's not something I would normally ever do...

 

I can't believe today is finally here... and I don’t know what to feel sad, happy, excited, nervous, impatient, or just plain lost.  There is still so much to do, to get ready…

 

 I have been on a liquid diet now for 7 very long days; I am so sick of chocolate and vanilla right now I never thought I would be but this last week I would have given anything to have something taste not so sweet or blah…  I think I have lost all my taste buds…
 well bye for now