Gar we are all sending your possitive vibs and the sunniest well wishes a person can recieve. This has been a long horrid road for you SO far, but I know from keeping up with your posts and from seeing the replys you post to peoples questions what a strong determined woman you are. I am so sorry this is happening to you and I sure hope it gets easier for you sooner than later! Hang in there girl we are all pulling for you. Love ya, Connie