Shock maybe...

Jun 21, 2009

I can't really pinpoint one emotion that I am feeling right now. It's kind of a combo of fear, anxiety, apprehension, and excitement. Can't really say Im exctatic cause I hav a tense anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach at the same time. Don't get me wrong there is no doubt in my mind that this will be the best decision Ive ever made, it's just that fear of the unknown kind of thing. I hope Im not left without all my energy since my line of work is very active. I am planning to go back 2 weeks later per my surgeon. Just want to get it done and start fitting into the clothes I have atleast.... Just brainstorming here....Maybe this is still the shock phase. I wasn't really expecting my surgery date to be given to me so close. I mean literally 2 weeks and that's it. But hey Ive spent the last 9 months prepping so Im ready as Ill every be.....

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