glamour_04
11/22/10
I know i havent updated in forever, My life did a busy 360 lol. So since my gastric bypass in Januaray of 2010 i have lost almost 200lbs and am scheduled for a skin and tissue removal in march so im excited bout that! embarassing to have my skin hanging around. But you know people are sad, i have noticed how much different i get treated in public and so, i get more help, people come up and talk to me now, i get winks... i think dang was I that hideously contagous before surgery, i guess i had dont talk to me you might get fat too on my forehead, people were always so rude to me blah!!! Anywho just sharing. Im just so thanfull to have had this surgery and now the test my first holidays since surgery lol im scared in my mind i wish i could eat 4-5 plates lol but i know i would be sick so i know i will get to at least taste a lil of everything my mom cooks which is great cause im never going back to 330lbs NEVER!!! :)
2/9/10
I went to the Docs on the 8th and 291 was y weight Woot 39lbs Lost its so great Im so happy bout losing this much weight Although iam fighting everyday my food addictions its not easy i just want to scarf down food like before and chocolate lol. I truely realized just how dependent i was on food, its actually scarey cause i think i could have been that 1000lb person you see on tv and think how did they let that happen to them selves. But I know now that was me and im working on it slowly but surely. I also started my transition diet OMG chicken salad never tasted sooooooo good lol. But i still cant eat but a couple oz's if that but im happy with it.
1/28/10
Today was my frist check up since i had my surgery, I was so excited because i hadnt checked my weight yet. I stepped on the scale and BOOM 301lbs OMG I lost 29lbs total so far in a month and only 8 of that was prior to surgery lol. I lost 21lbs in 10 days WOW i know for a fact i couldnt even lose that in a year by myself, I was so excited it really made me think of food in a new whole way seriously I am so headed in the right direction. I also got half my stitches out thank the lord cause they are starting to itch like crazy. Anywho im jsut so excited!!!
1/22/10
I had my surgery on the 18th they moved it up!! I went in to have laproscopic but they had to end up doing an open procedure, which let me tell you is not pretty or easy by all means i have staples from the bottom of my breast to my belly button and its really hard to laugh, cough, and move quit freakly not what i had in mind at all. But its done and im headed into a new direction with food and my life. I have alrady had dream bout food hahaha even know i never feel hungry so i guess its all in my head. I go to the docs on tuesday to get my staples out and maybe it wont be as painful.It is hard to adjust though i cant get the sips right i think cause i feel so full all the time i drink water not sure i have to keep practicing.
1/10/10
Well I went to my Psych appt. last friday and let me tell you he was crazy if i say so haha he asked me weird questions that i thought had no real point to my surgery like if me and my husband were sexual active and how often, when was the last time we had sex and he also asked me how many partners i have had. Man i was so embarressed but i answerd them i thought they were going to be about my eating habits and how i felt bout the surgery things like that not sexual questions lol. Anywho 10 more days till my surgery ahhhh im sooo nervous i hate being put out and im scared my kids wont be good for my hubby haha and not to mention he cant cook he cant even heat things up in the oven cause i was going to put frozen casserols in the freezer but im really not sure i want him burning down the house haha.
1/04/10
My surgery date is January 20th im so nervous right now! I cant wait but im scared haha i saw this documentary on TLC on that 900lb women that got RYN and she died that scared me. I think im freaking myself out haha! I guess also im having food fears like omg i cant eat that whole chocolate cake and a dr. pepper haha but i know in the long run im going to be healthy for my kids and im not going to be embaressed bout going to my kids sports games and dance classes i even get embarassed bout going to the gym right now like everyone is judging me lol is this normal! I seriously cant wait for my surgery just a lil scared of being put to sleep and them seeing me naked haha. :)
12/12/09
I have found this great website and it has really helped my fears of the surgery i have chossen gastric bypass. I have heard so many horror stories and it makes me a lil scared to tell the truth. But im ready for this whole new change in my life.. I'm ready to be healthy for my children just to be able to run with them without having to gasp for air cause im so heavy would just be the icing on the cake for me. I have gotten approved from my insurance and I am just waiting on the surgery to get scheduled. My nervous are just bouncing though also im a lil scared as to how im going to handle the liquid diet lol its so sad that i think i might starve lol. Im also a little nervous about making a food change for me and for my family if they will adapt or should I make my own meals and cook them something else lol i still have alot of questions but i know im making the right choice.
