I gotta knock this off

Jun 04, 2009

I gotta knock this off.  Last night I ate a small piece of Dominoes pizza.  It took me about a half hour to eat the dang thing but I took my time.

So I thought I'd eat another one today.  I don't think I ate as slowly or chewed as good because I'm feeling the dumping coming on.  Feeling really sluggish, tired, and blah in general.  The heart palpitations are there as well.  I really want to drink a bunch of water but I don't know if that's a good idea.  I think I'm just being impatient and frustrated with my restrictions lately.  I want something other than cream soup, pureed foods, and protein shakes.  Blah.

Ben and I went for a nice walk around the swimming pond this afternoon.  There were a lot of people there swimming.  On the walk we came to a small thrift store.  I looked around the XL/L rack at all the really nice shirts and pants and dresses that someday within the next 3 months I might be able to wear.  I am SO excited about this!

For now I'm gonna go watch some Avatar: The Last Airbender (book 1) and lie down on the couch. Oof.

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