GUCCIBeLLa18
Head Hunger, Bordom and Nasty Protien shakes!
Jan 05, 2011
ok so its been a while since i wrote a blog, but i feel like i dont have much support or friends on here so whats the point?maybe im doing something wrong on here? i havent quite figured it all out.
so anyway, im 1 month post op tomorrow! i have a doc appt and im eager to see the number on his office scale.
my mom says ive lost about 30 pounds and i do feel a small difference but i need to see some numbers!!
over the past 2weeks ive had bad days and good days. ive been a bit emotional and that wasnt too fun.
also my husband has not even commented on my weight loss or encouraged me at all and that hurts, but hes always been like that, he shows no emotion and ignores me most the time... *sigh :'(
other days i expierenced "head hunger" even tho i wasnt feeling hungry i was just so used to eating whatever, whenever so i just paced back and forth to the kitchen and kept looking in the fridge and cabnits.
also after the 2nd week i got really sick and tired of the protien shakes and started gagging on them, i dont know what to do because ive tried 3 diff kinds and they all taste pretty gross to me.
ive been supplementing the shakes with high protien foods to get in my 60-100 grams a day.
i think i should be feeling better about myself but dont have any support at home giving me praise or noticing a difference and that makes me really sad.
my hubby and i have a lot of history and problems we need to work on but i thought he would be a bit more happier about my weight loss. i guess he doesnt know how much it hurts my feelings that he doesnt notice or care or even ask me how im doing.
anyway thats it for now
feel free to comment if you like
i will post an update after my 1 month appt tomorrow
~Alexis
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peapack, NJ
Location
27.8
BMI
Surgery
12/06/2010
Surgery Date
Nov 25, 2010
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