Stacy,
I am so sorry you are losing your pet.We just a few weeks ago had to have our furbaby put to sleep too.He was 19 and blind and deaf and had dementia.He was a good Kitty and it was the hardest thing i had to do in my life besides losing my mom..it gets easier and you know your kitty won't be surrering ,he can go to Kitty Heaven and play with Bandit..You guys are in my prayers..Love ya Sweetie..Val2