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Will Be 5 Months Post-Op May 3rd!

Apr 25, 2009

I will be 5 months post-op may 3rd!  Things are much better now. I am actually able to hold food down! Meat however, besides boiled chicken and ground turkey, are out of the question! Meat and me do not get along very well! I have lost 119 lbs since Dec 3rd!  I have so many more options when I look into the closet now! I am looking forward to reaching my goal in the future! Have a blessed day!
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Endescopy

Mar 09, 2009

Well I am finally getting something done to see what has been making me sick all the time. After complaining myself, having a friend of mine who is RN and the Liaison of the Emergency Dept. here in my home town, call and complain to the Dr. Clark's office, I have an appointment for a Endoscopy in the morning. I will be told the results by the doctor after the procedure. From there I will decide where I need to go with my health. Up to this point I have been on my own (if you've read my other posts you know what I mean) and I have decided to take matters into my own hands. If I need to take legal steps then I have someone to back me in that aspect as well. All I know is that the lack of treatment I and my friend Brenda have been shown is NOT what we signed up for. Together, with the help of family, friends, legal community if we need it and God, we will get through this. I will update you on what I find out tomorrow...GBY
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Back To Losing Again

Mar 02, 2009

I had been on a plateau for about 2 weeks now. It was a little discouraging, but I just mixed things up a little in my diet and exercise program and I am back to losing again! I still have not seen Dr Clark, nor do I think I will. It seems that some of us fall between the cracks. I have decided that I will take things into my own hands and I will make this journey successful with, or without his help! Do I think what they are doing is right, absolutely NOT! But I have a back up plan if things get worse as far as my health is concerned. I am trusting God to lead me and to protect me. After all when I call on Him, it doesn't get intercepted by a receptionists who "forgets" to give Him the message. Or if I need an answer about my health, it isn't transferred to a "voice mail" of a nurse who either calls back 3 or 4 days later, or doesn't call you at all! I am going to rest in the fact that I am turning my health over to the Almighty Healer and Physician! Have a blessed day all.........GBY
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Rant, Raves & Rejection

Feb 20, 2009

 I guess my last few posts have been quite on the negative side.....this one will be no different. I am so disgusted and disappointed in the lack of after care I have received. I am almost 3 months post-op and I have only seen my surgeon one time since Dec 3rd. Well let me back up a little to the actual day of surgery. I was wheeled past my surgeon and I tried to say something to him and he just glanced at me and said "see you in surgery." Wrong again! I never seen him in the Surgery Room, the Recovery Room, Intensive Care Ward or in my Private Room. And to make matters worse, he was across the hall at my friend Brenda's room (we had surgery same day, couple hours apart) and NEVER even took the time to step over to my room to see how I was doing. Instead I was seen by a foreign House Dr whom I couldn't understand a word he said. Thank goodness they sent home my after-care on paper. From that point began the disappointment. I had a scheduled appointment for 2 weeks out, got canceled for emergency surgery. Had it rescheduled again 3 more times and they were canceled as well!! A friend of mine who is a Liaison for the Emergency room in my hometown (she is an RN as well) called my doctors office and told them that I was sick all the time, running temps and that my skin is very pale and ashen looking. She told them her credentials and how concerned she was for my health. They scheduled an appointment for me two days later. Now I thought we were getting somewhere.....NOT!!! They called 2 hours before I was to leave and canceled once again because of another Emergency Surgery!! Why is he having all these emergency surgeries??? I was also told on Thursday that a nurse would be calling me back to talk to me about what my symptoms are. Usually when I call to speak to a nurse or dietitian, it is days before they return the call, if they return it at all. But remember, THEY were the ones who were suppose to have her call me. It is now Saturday and I am sure you can guess by now, NO call! I have never been so disgusted and dissatisfied with a doctor and his staff as I am with this bunch. I feel like I was just another dollar sign, moving along the conveyor belt. My cousin told me this "A doctor is only as good as his staff." I wouldn't have understood that, but with this situation, I absolutely know what she is saying! Oh and by the way, my friend Brenda who had the surgery the same day I did, by the same doctor, she still to this day has not seen the doctor since her surgery. So see it is not just me, it is the whole office apparently. I wonder, has anyone else been treated so unfairly as we have?? As I said before, this isn't what I signed up for.......
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Reaching One Of My Goals

Feb 09, 2009

Today I reached one of my goals. I am now in the 200's. I weighed in at 299.8 this morning. It's kinda bitter sweet. Even though I am elated to have lost the almost 70 lbs., I am also still wishing quite often that I hadn't had this done. I have had nothing but problems from the get-go. Everyone says it will get better, but as time goes on, it seems I get sicker. I have had issues with the shakes from the beginning. The Vitamins make me sick as well. I am living on about 4 foods. I did introduce salad with cheese today and so far so good. I have been through pneumonia, severe dehydration, Potassium dropping to a dangerous low of -1, my Vit D is really low as well. I have puked, wanted to puke and have had to force myself to puke, due to food feeling like it is stuck. I can't do meat at all, makes me sick and also sticks in my throat and chest, it feels like. I am working on my 3rd month out and nothing seems to be getting better. If I were told I could go back to the day before my surgery and have the choice again, at this point, I probably would not have it. I feel sicker and unhealthier now, than I did before the surgery. This is not what I thought I was signing up for.....
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3 Days Till I am 2 Months Post-Op

Jan 31, 2009

I will be 2 months Post-Op in 3 days. I have lost a total of 63 lbs!! Woohoo! I am feeling better, breathing easier & fitting in some of my clothes that have been hanging in the closet for years! I can't wait to go shopping in the regular section, not Queen size section!
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Praise The Lord!!

Jan 11, 2009

Praise the Lord, I got to go to church, first time since my surgery Dec 3rd. I missed fellowship with my sisters and brothers in Christ. I missed feeling the awesome presence of the Holy Spirit that moves so freely through out our church. Praise the Lord I was filled with the His Spirit!

Almost everyone who came up to me, was showering me with compliments on my recent weight loss. I have lost 52 lbs so far and I am thrilled at the new me who is starting to take shape.

I give God all the Glory for what He has given me so far. What an awesome God we serve. GBY
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Almost 50 lbs lost!

Jan 06, 2009

I had a plaesant surprise yesterday at the doctors office. I had the wrong starting weight before my surgery. (I was 2 sheets to the wind before my surgery due to Xanax and a Muscle Relaxant!) I have actually lost almost 50 lbs instead of 25! I also have went down 7 points on my BMI! A friend of mine gave me a garbage bag full of beautiful clothes that I can't wait to wear! I am soooo excited!
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Some Silver Lining Amongst the Storm Clouds

Dec 19, 2008

Most of you know by now that I have had a really rough time during the last 2 weeks of post op. I still am feeling lousy, but woke up this morning and weighed myself. I am 327.2....down from starting weight day of surgery , of 346. I will take an almost 20 lb loss! Please keep praying that whatever is attacking me will subside and that I can get on with things. As always, you are in my thoughts and prayers...GBY
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Looking On To Better Days

Dec 17, 2008

Well I have been back to hospital twice now since my surgery, 2 weeks post op today. I had Pneumonia in left lung and the latest trip was for a red, rashy condition on my lower stomach. My Potassium was -1 as well. I spent 3 days in the hospital this last time. I am praying and believing that there will be better days ahead of me! I have been asked by several people, would you do it all over again...........YES!! Even though I have had some rough moments, I would still do it all over again in a heartbeat..... Blessings friends
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