Frustrated

Sep 09, 2010

SO I"m 6 weeks almost post op and I'm feeling frustrated. a) I hate scales they all say something different b) I need to work on my food issues and maybe that will help c, c) I never feel full, I can eat way tyoo much. I went for my follow up today and i begged them to fill me and they said no.  I need the restrcition inside. I can eat and it all passses through, I really wanted to not be able to eat things.  I wanted to eat that cup and a half of food and feel it in my belly. I feel nothing.  When I eat I don't feel satisfied. I stop eating because I know i should not because I'm full.  I guess i jsut go so use to feeling over full that Igot addicted to that feeling. I'm eating less than before surgery I know that.  I'm getting the exercise mixed in slowly but surely. I just feel a little dissapointed like my band isn't giving me as much help as I had hoped. but still, I"m making head way. I'm at 333 and I'm fairly certain i was in the 360's before my pre-op diet so I made some progress. But that 333 hasn't moved in two weeks.  I sometimes wish I could be more utilitarain about food. That is didn't mean anything special to me. unfortuantely, I love food and probably always will.

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