Feeling Guilty

Apr 19, 2009

Last night I went to a play with my family and I almost messed up.  Yesterday I was on my "full liquid" phase of the diet and I met with major temptation.  I guess I should've taken a pudding with me to the play because during intermission I went to go get us some drinks and I bought a small bag of chips.  No I didn't eat them because my mom and aunt jumped all over me but if they weren't there I would have.  Or maybe I really didn't want the chips because I could've easily eaten them in the hallway.  Why did I bring them all the way back to our seats.  I knew I was messing up but that craving for 1 chip was so great.  If only I could've just licked the salt.I'm starting my one day of clears today and I hope and pray I don't have a repeat of last night.  I do have a baby shower scheduled today but I'm going prepared.  Plus it helps that my surgery time moved up so I have to get to bed early.  Pray 4 Me!

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