jadehazelstorm
Hello there
I guess I'll start where it all happen.
As a child I was very chubby...My mother took me to all sorts of doctors to find out why I was so heavy.
They couldnt figure it out they thought my mother might of been just over feeding me.
I remember my very first diet at the age of 5.
I would sneak and eat junk food behind my parents back and relatives often given me whatever I wanted.
Through out my whole life I been on weird diets not very many of them were not a healthy way of trying to control my weight.In high school I starved myself and caused me to become more depressed.I was constantly falling allot and became very sick.
I had an emotional break down in school...there was allot going on in my personal life...I suppresed my bad memories of my childhood with food and soon as I dropped out I gained allot of weight.
For many years I heard of gastric bypass and watched programs on the Discovery Health Channel and Finally I had it....I want to live I want to do things that I've always dreamed of such as moutain climbing.
I'm haveing health issues due to my weight at a young age that is hard to deal with.
Not to many of my friends understands how it is to be trapped in this body...I once told my friend amy that I'm tired of this way of life I feel like I been liveing in a prison unable to get out no matter how hard I tried to be free from it.
I'm happy and sad at the same time.
I'm really looking forward to this surgery.
I'm doing this for me and nobody else!
