Its' scheduled

May 23, 2011

My surgery date is set for June 8th at 11am central time. I am so ready for this. I don't think the reality has hit me yet. Will write more when it comes to me. Guess I am in shock it is finally happening!
I am really having a hard time right now. My husband has decided that he doesn't think I need the surgery. He says you have lost this much weight, why have it. I have tried to tell him why I need to do this and why I want to. He is not listening to me. I have told him that I WILL have this done with or without him. I don't see the marriage making it through this bump in the road. I am becoming more withdrawn and resenting his words and actions. I gotta be strong and continue this journey to the end. Or beginning as I start my new life after RNY.

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