JamieTroxlar

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second thoughts this week.   about looking in to the surgery.  am i fooling myself to think that this time i will be able to do it on my own.  after all other times have failed?  i think it is just nerves and others telling me how dangerous it is.  mostly people who don't have the courage and strength to lose on their own or to take the risk of getting the surgery.  i don't know.  i think it is just  in my head.  i know that i want it more than anything.  to be thin and fit.  and free.  from this extra person i carry around with me.   

*i'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. i make mistakes. i am out of control...and at times, hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst....you sure as HELL don't deserve me at my best.*
-Marilyn Monroe-

and everything that you are willing to share about WLS.  I am looking to meet people who once shared in my dream of having surgery....but have now done it, and might be able to offer advice, stories....both good and bad...to help to guide me on my journey.