First doctor visit

Jan 05, 2007

Ok so I was nervous about nothing. The doctor and all his staff are sooooo nice and tried to make me feel as comfortable as possible.
So that was the good news the bad news is that I am 327lbs and a BMI of 53. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I was so upset I wanted to scream. But my husband said it just means that the end is that much sweeter.  He is so sweet.
Anyway that is were I am starting and I start a long list of tests. OH MY!!! I have never seen so many tests in my life. But I would rather have all the test now and have surgery go well.  
Hope all goes well, oh Doc wants me to lose 27lbs to have laperscopic so that is my goal!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhh Yet another day

Jan 01, 2007

Bad day!! I am stressed today and I am begining to see that not everyone wants me to be thin. 
I feel like people maybe more comfortable around me because I am fat and not "compition".  Someone even asked me why I want to lose weight it is to much work. OH MY!!!! Who would say that. I am not healthy my health will not get better without loseing weight. Maybe she is jealous. I don't know.
The mother of a freind of mine had WLS 6 months ago and I can see her ruining it. we had dinner togther the other nigth she ate more then me and had a piece of cake.  She is my example of what not to do.

My Journey

Dec 18, 2006

I was reminded this weekend of more reason my life needs to change. I went to a footbal game with my brother and his wife and seeing first hand how unhealthy they are scared me. The walk to the stadium and in the stadium. I was scared. My brother is about 500lbs and I NEVER want to be that way. Maybe if surgery goes well for me he will think about it. I am scared for him.

My Journey

Dec 15, 2006

12/16/06  In the short time I have been here. Your stories and your lives have helped me already. 
My BMI is 52 today. I've been on so many diets so many exercise programs and I truley feel at the end of my rope. I had some doubt if the risks were worth it. What I am hearing from you is YES!!!!!! I agree I am ready. I am going to walk into the doctor's office on Jan 5 knowing that I have made my mind up.  Knowing that I am makeing the best choice for me, my kids, my hubby, our lives.
Thank you for the help!!

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