jennloray

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This must be the hardest part huh?  I am waiting for my lab tests and everything and the shrink I had to talk to was worried about  my eating habits and she is calling my therapist here at home to make sure he thinks I can really handle the changes....I am totally shocked because I thought all heavy people had SOME bad eating habits....I did not think mine would be such a thing.  I hope nothing interferes with my scheduling.  They are supposed to be calling about that in the next two weeks.  I will find out more from my therapist on tuesday because he will tell me everything she said to him......ugh I am so nervous!

Man sometimes family members can really just shock me....  Today I needed and expected to have a positive morning.  My consult it in 3 hours and they have been literally rude to me all day!  I get that they feelings too...but I don't need this right now. 

OK....thanks to the people who babied me when I was nervous and anxious!  All of your encouragement will be going with me tomorrow to my consult.  I know I will be ok because I am going with the right amount of support and with the good news I got from their office today....:)  I wanted to do a back flip when the secretery told me I could get scheduled as early as the second week of JANUARY .   ROCK ON!!!  Gosh that is the BEST EVER X_MAS NEWS !  She just made my day!  Yall cross those fingers that nothing gets messed up!

Oh my goodness ....because I have had not a drop of msg in months I could barely eat three bites of my chinese take out!  How did I ever eat this crap twice a week.?yuck yuck yuck!!!  I won't be doing that again.  It is funny how tastes change after quitting smoking and avoiding junk.  I think I actually like the taste of sweet peas the most right now.

Gosh I never thought that I was addicted to cigs.  I alway thought that quitting would be really easy and I thought I did not smke very much.  I considered myself a social smoker.  Then when I realized I would have to not smoke any more to have RNY.....I learned a lot about myself as a smoke and a non smoker.  First of all ...it was hard for me to quit, It did smell worse than I thought it did, tasted bad even though I used to think I smoked because I liked the taste....yuck.  I missed smoking for the first 2-3 weeks and I am about at week 6 now I dispise them.  I never thought my breathing was bad before I quit but now I can REALLY REALLY BREATHE and I sleep better.  Everything I thought I smoked for before was a a lie.  IN truth...I smoked to avoid food and to blow of steam.  I was always afraid to quit because I thought I would gain weight.  I was right but not enough to make you smoke.  WOW  Smoking ...real bad thing!!.

wow, some ppl are really nice and open and share a lot of valuable information.  I thought that was the purpose but some ppl have been really really rude for no reason even if you arent talking to them. Why? We are all basically in the same boat. What is the point of being rude? It only makes you look bad and no one wants to hear it. Be respectful and considerate or get lost.