me

Feb 09, 2011

 i feel like an loser, because i let everybody down and myself to. my family just is not that proud of the factnthat i have gained back some . i haver not gained all of it back. i have gained like 55 to 60 pounds which is horrible i know what i did i need to get away form the soda i wish to god i would never have took that sip six months after my surgery, i just wish i could go back and change it beause i would do that in a heart beat. i just wanna scream and hit myself cause of what i did to myself. i just have to quiet let mty self down and my family i know my family wants the best to care about me, but its not that easdy to stay that strict i need to do that for my own health and well being but i feel like such a idiot and a loser for doing what i did to myself .

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