JessicaMae
My name is Jessica and i am 23 years old. I think i was in 2nd grade when i started to put on my weight, i was a fan of junk food and i was also a very picky eater, i also had genetics working against me. i wasnt accepted much in grade school because of my weight didnt have boyfriends like my friends. when i started high school i started getting a little less shy and started showing people my true personality instead of just sitting back and being quiet. thats when i started making close friends. they liked me for who i was not who i looked like, they were all good people. but there were always a few that found the need to pick on people who were different. a popular name was King Kong Kingsley, which honestly, i wasnt that big (well i didnt think so) i just wasnt their size. around then i was prolly over 200 at the age of 13.
i was always the girl who was a good friend and had a pretty face towards my later years in highschool. but i didnt care if people didnt like me that was their problem.
by the time i was a senior at highschool in 2003 i weighed 240lbs and i was a size 18. and when i graduated that was when i would become the biggest ive been. i went to college for three years and within thoes 3 years my weight went up and down, but i never got back to my size 18, which at that time i thought was big, but oh how i would love to be there today *you cant find any good plus size clothes in the north country* during my first year in college i was diagnoised with hypetension staige 2. which at that time i had nooo clue what the doctor was talking about. so that was the first time i got on blood pressure pills. year later i lost my family health plus when i turned 21 so i stopped taking my pills.
im now 23, the heavest ive been im now 302lbs. my blood pressure is again elevated, i cant walk up a flight of stairs without feeling as if i could just pass out on them. i cant find good clothing stores that fit me and i dont want any more seriouse health problems coming later in my life. (my family has enough stuff to get , i dont need obesity to help me get them faster)
IM READY FOR A NEW START IN LIFE.
i have been going to see the bariatric crew in saranack lake since dec 2006 and all i need to do now is get my mental evauation and my sleep lab test and then i will get my surgery date. I cant wait to start my new life.
im scared, but im ready, more then ever. this is coming from a girl who has never stayed in a hospital , never had stiches. but I have a supportive family behind me, my mother and my boyfriend and my bestfriend and the rest of my family will be there with me and im READY!
you want to know more about me this is my webpage myspace.com/JessicaMae2
7/20/2007 *good news i got under 300lbs, it has been like 2 years im soo excited. and my doctor said that as soon as i get my mental evaulation, i will know my surgery day the next time i go see him on aug. 30th. im excited!*
12/9/2008 **** I had my surgery..and full of fun it was. the surgery went well but later that night i ended up having internal bleeding so they rushed me into surgery number two....which also went well but then i ended up turning anemic, which then lead to me having to get two pints of blood....then i had to stay an extra night....which sucked...but im doing well now...and im extreamly happy that i got it done...im down 40 soemthing....update soon!***********
3/17/2008
I am now 87lbs down...and im so proud of myself. i was a size 26 pants, and 3xlg shirt, and 310lbs. as of right now im a size 16 pants and a large shirt...and 223lbs. And im now engaged!!!!! yay!!
4/9/2009
Well my 25th birthday is just around the corner along with my 6month ann. since my surgery i am now down 93lbs and feeling great! i am in a size 16 still but im feeling great! 217lbs never looked this good!:-D
May 11th 2009.
Well its now a year countdown to my wedding...and a new weight goal....i am now down 103lbs and im feeling great...my new goal is 199lbs...hopeing to be that soon!!!
6/8/2009 Well great GREAT NEWS i am offically under 200lbs! i am now 198 and i feel wonderful! For a total of 112lbs lost! which is like loseing another person. i feel great and i now have bones in spots i never felt before hehe. I love my new self! this is by far the GREATEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE FOR ME!
9/3/2009
Well i am now 179 and im feeling great....my im having some skin issues....anyone got any ideas on how to help with the skin?
**Nov 16th 2009**
Well my year date is right around the corner and im feeling great about the amount of weight i have lost. I was 310 at this time last year and i am now 162lbs! I cant complain....i have had a little emotional problems in the past few months...but i am on some meds to help with that...but i understand....loseing another person in such a short time would make anyone feel alittle depression. But anyway i got a new pick up of me at a halloween party i was a naughty school girl. this was the first year i could dress sexy for halloween and actually feel sexy.
9/25/2010
I AM HAVING MY FIRST BABY. SO EXCITED!!!!
