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Well  my 1 year is on 12-12-08...I feel like a whole new person. People who haven't seen me in a long time have to do a double take. I get asked what I did with Jessica...LOL
It makes me feel good about myself....I do look in the mirror and wonder why I ever let myself go so far and get so heavy. Was it having kids? No. Was it just not caring? No. I have no clue why I did that to my body. I now need to get my plastics done. I'm so ready for this, but know I have to wait a few more months. I truly have nothing wrong with me, except I am always tired. I get sick very easy and have a new spending problem. I LOVE TO BUY CLOTHES!!!! Something I use to love. I went to school to be a fashion major and lost interest as I got fat. I couldn't shop at the stores I wanted and I hated the "Fat Girls clothes". So I got my old self back. Where I can never have enough clothes, even when the closert has clothes that I haven't even worn yet. But, thats one  problem I love having.
Well enough about that now, again I am truly blessed to have been able to re-gain my life...I am truly grateful for this..
OPPS...almost forgot to tell you how much I have lost..........I am down 82lbs...Yes I weigh "130" yeah!!!!!
With my plastics I will be down all weight and right at goal of 115.....

Well 12-11-08 will be 1 year for me. I to date have lost 77 lbs.. I'm down to 135. My goal weight is only 120. My surgeon did say that with my plastic surgery done, I will weigh 120. SO I'm so happy with my decision to have done this. There have been no real side affects, excpetthe sugar issue. Sometime I really want a small piece of candy or chocolate and it make me sick. But, no biggie, it's worth it....

Well I finally got to my 150 weight, that Was my mini goal. Now I have 35-40 lbs to go. They are coming off so VERY SLOW. I don't have much energy at all. I find myself always tired. I have been feeling good about the clothes I have been able to fit into. I went right pass some clothes I had been waiting to wear. Oh well shopping time!!!

Well my weight is coming off...But VERY slow. I have lost 52 lbs now. I keep getting stuck. I lose about 1 lb a week or every other week. I hope to get a little more weight off by summer. Will see. Diet is doing good. I am finally able to eat a little bread and chicken. Took for ever..

Well today I stepped on to the scale and I have lost 40lbs as of today. Good, but could be better. I have been so sick. I can't work out and somedays I cant even eat anything. I hope to get on the move and start working out soon..

Well I'm down 30 lbs...yah hooo.. I feel really bad this week though. I went to the Dr and I have an phemonia. So I have been very sick in bed. I'm suppose to start working again on monday. I hope I can. Other then being sick i have been doing good. I am on regular foods now. But that doesn't mean much. I went to eat chicken, I couldn't..it felt like rocks in my tummy. Hamburger same thing. So because I'm sick I'm kinda just doing soups right now. Well maybe next week i can try some good foods..

Wow...That kinda went fast. I am now on a puree diet, which can you say yuck..Somethings are good. But most look and taste like baby foods. I have been sticking mostly with refried beans, chesse, apple sauce and cottage chesse. Some soups do taste good pureed to. I have lost a total of 21 lbs. Which is GREAT. I still don't see to much of a difference, but know it will come soon. 2 Weeks until I go back to work.YUCKY I have no interest in doing that. I have enjoyed being home with my boys again. My holes are almost all the way healed. I have figured out what NOT to eat... But mostly everything has been ok. I'm happy to say I'm feeling pretty darn good..

Today is day 13 post-op and I have to say I feel good. I got to sleep onmy side yesterday night which was nice. I am getting kinda sick of liquid diet. I need something else. Nothing is sounding good. Which makes me not want to even eat. I finally found some good protein, it's called NEW WHEY and I put it in my water and it was good. 42g of protein. Not bad. I see the Dr on 12-27-07 for my 2 week post-op. I hope he will move me ot puree ar least. I have lost 12 pounds so I am happy..

Well tommrow is the big day!! I feel like there is no time for anything. I am trying to clean house, get kids things together, pack my bag, buy liquids for when I get home...Yikes way to much to do.  I'm nervous scared, but VERY excited and ready to start my new And improved life. I can't wait to feel better about my self . I thank everyone who has been there for me.
Wish me lots of luck and prayers 

Well, all my test came back good.. Yeah Now I have my schedule for the 11th at 1:00pm...YIKES I'm scared, worried, excited, happy, I don't even know what I am anymore...LOL
I do know I am ready for a change in lifestyle and ready for a new start in life...That's all that matters right now.