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i brought a pedometer and on my first day of using it i walked 3.084 miles burned 175.9 steps 6515

had my 4th fill on 31 of aug  my one year in on september 15th. my next app is in october.

Why is it I'm feeling low? I am a month out from finishing school I have lost some weight; my husband says he loves me and that I'm beautiful. I'm still unemployed the bills are stacking up need to get my son in a daycare because I feel like I have done all I can with him and he needs to be with kids his own age. I need to work on my last class project I need to finish my spiritual lessons. I have woken up in the morning crying for the last 3 days but I  don't remember what  I  was dreaming about to figure what I need to do to fix it.

Had my third fill yesterday I guess I have 7.5cc in and i'm afriad that I will not be able to add any more. I see a light at the end of the stress cause school is almost over and then I could get a job but I have to wait till august before I can start work in the medical field.

i need some help on my stress because i'm gaining some wieght back. my stress is school bills unemployment money and my son needing to get some time with kids his own age.

after haveing my second fill i can feel a differents in what i can eat and how much i can eat. it is wonderful.

I have been at 270 ti 269 for awhile now i have been soooo of track since october with samhain to yule parties. i have managed to lose some wieght. i some wieght gone is better than no wieght or gaining wieght.

i was able to loose the weight that i gained. now i'm down to 278 i think i'm right where i need to be. i'm loossing about 2lb a week.

since my wiegh in at the doctor's office I have been going up in wieght. at the doc's office i wieghed 284 i went back up to 287  today i wiegh my self and it was back down to 284. my goal is to be 274 by the time i go back to the doc's office on 30th.

on the 2 weeks out on the day of surgery i wieghed 295 when i left they i was 300  today i am 286 so i have lost from the morning of surgery 9lb. i don't know if that is good or bad if i'm on track. all i know is that i am hungry. i guess this is my morning period because i want a sandwich susi really that is it. I really want susi. i know one thing when i put my scubs on for class they were not tight they fit just right.