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I don't know. - I haven't heard yet from GI the douchebag.  That probably sounds mean, but I figure he isn't giving me a call because he found out that my insurance doesn't cover him.  This could ...

Pizza face. - I am so irritated.   I have this annoying acne, like I'm a teenager again.  Grr.

My father. - I don't have a relationship with my father.  I realize I have had a lot of anger over the years, that I haven't bothered to touch.  I don't know why, but after reading most of Forg...

Little changes. - This week has been a lot better than last.  And honestly, yesterday feels like it was week's ago.  I can't believe it's been two days since I did finals.  I can't believe the buttl...

Bad Behavior. - I feel so tired.  Last night was so cold that I was too congested to wear the mask.  I haven't journalled in at least four days.  On Saturday and Sunday I screwed up and drank too ...

GI - I forgot to write about the GI.  I don't want to work with him.  He was a douchebag.  He told his secretaries off in front of the clients, which I find completely unprofessional.  ...

Vanity Insanity. - So.  My mom retouched my eyebrows the other day.  And I really liked it, as always.  That is usually the extent of my beauty routine.  That's it. Well.  I don't know what the he...

Headache. - I am feeling so drained by my job that I haven't been able to study anything.  Finals are Monday and I feel like I've wasted the week away.  Yesterday I got home at 8 ravenous beca...

School - Going crazy.  Monday is the day I have my two final exams.  And I'm behind in writing papers because I've been letting my time manage me at work.  So I have a lot on my plate right...

Slips - I feel like I've committed an immoral sin, because I just realized I haven't food journaled in two or three days.  Maybe just the weekend.  I will fix it, but I feel really guilty....

The Hoops Update - This is an update for myself, so I can look at later and see my progress through the checklist. These are the hoops I have to jump through in order to get my surgery, Gastric S...

May Appointments. - I made an appointment for the Gastroenterologist.  There is one up the block from me.  After that appointment it will probably be whatever day to get the upper endoscopy over with....

Undies. - I am feeling so down these days.  I went out to dinner with my mother.  I windowshopped at Victoria's Secret.  I successfully dealth with baby's hideous tantrum.  It was bad, he wa...

Have found sugarfree that I like. - Must make note of this. Snapple Diet Peach Iced Tea Vitamin Water 10, Multi-V Lemonade Delish! And minimal aftertaste.  I am in love.

Giving SugarFree a Chance. - I'm currently working on finding sugarfree drinks that I like.  Not too much success to it.  Well, I guess maybe.  I found that I like G2 somewhat.  I more prefer Diet Snapple Pe...

Changes I have to make. - Today I went for a walk.  I have been taking short walks everyday, completely gratuitous and unrelated to my daily (lack of) activity.  The first time I went "around the block" (We...

Psych eval is done. - I went yesterday.  It was pleasant.  The doctor really is very kind.  I almost wish I could have counseling sessions with him, but he said that would be an ethical issue.  I unders...

BMI 50 for surgery? - I read a post by someone who says her doctor is making her get under BMI 50 for her surgery, which for her means losing 50 pounds.  I can see the necessity for this, obviously a bi...

Le Sigh. - I am currently reading "Women Food God" by Geneen Roth, and am finding it a difficult read.  Not because it's hard to grasp the concepts but because I keep stopping to think and am...

Moving on? - I had some time today while I was waiting for a client to get out of an evaluation.  I sat there and perused the materials that Dr. Dakin gave me when I went.  It was only a few we...

Pictures. - I used to love taking pictures.  My mother got me used to it as an infant, and I find that I agree with her that photos are a great way to have fun and document family events.  No ...

Psychological evaluation. - I picked Dr. Sakowitz  [973-696-5668].  He has a very nice staff. I spoke to Caroline yesterday and I'm scheduled for April 21, 2010.  It turns out he has an office in Paramus whic...

Immune system taking a hit? - I am sitting here in a clear moment after being passed out all day.  I was off today, but yesterday I couldn't breathe and I almost had to go to the emergency room.  I was coug...

The hoops. - These are the hoops I have to jump through in order to get my surgery, Gastric Sleeve, approved.  I am working with Dr. Dakin at Columbia Presbyterian.  I am working with CIGNA ins...

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