Im so like yuck today....

Dec 19, 2009

 I should be totally happy after being voted in as 2010 team captain and winning "Most Feared" player for 2009.  But the whole thing is overshadowed by losing my grandma this week.  Although I know her passing was for the better, I'm going to miss her and I'm glad that she isnt suffering or in anymore pain.  I didnt come to work yesterday because I was afraid I would flash on a customer who copped an attitude (which is a daily occurence), so I came back today.... Can't focus, can't concentrate, can't shake this shitty feeling.  I thought I was doing better last night, but I just wanna go back to bed today....

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