Jaime Breckenridge
A long, long stall
May 04, 2009
I have only lost 13 lbs since April 3rd, I weighed 368. It is now May 4th and I weigh 355. I was losing a bit over 8 lbs a week and now I am down to a couple of pounds a week. I am trying to figure out why I have another 105 lbs to goal and it is driving me nuts. My goal is tossed out the window and there is no way I can make it now. It is really starting to get to me mentally. Physically I feel so helpless that I am doing very little with my life at this point. I almost feel as if I am simply going through life like a... like a drone or the undead,
just wandering through life looking for my next meal.I am getting pretty down over this stall. I have tried to reverse the stall I am in but I am having problems. It is starting to bother me a great deal. I wouldn't say depressed but damn close. I am still not sleeping well but I have slowly over the last week or so changed form taking the new medication at night to in the morning and it has helped but I still cannot sleep until about 3-4am, better than before because I could stay up a day or two in a row with no sleep. I still have to get up early so getting very little sleep but 3-4 hours is better than none. I would love to get my 7-8 hours though. I think that has a lot to do with my lack of weight loss over the last month. It all started with this new medication. I keep telling myself I need to get used to the new medicine. I started out on 25mg, then went to 50mg two weeks later, tomorrow is my last 50mg dose then I go to 100mg. 100mg is suppose to be the maintenance dose so things better calm down in another week or so or I am going to flip out. This is unacceptable. Maybe I'll talk to the Psychiatrist and see if I can put the medication off until I hit goal then start it up again.
Here's hope to a brighter future,
-Jaime
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10/13/2008
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Aug 03, 2008
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