One More Day

May 24, 2009

                           
                  Clear liquids all Day today

I'm truly embracing these last few days before WLS


My family and friends were over yesterday 

            for           "Memorial Day"

It felt really good to see everyone!!!!!! I noticed that

they were all looking at me in a different way.....

and watching what I was eating and not eating,

and my sister-in-law said"Are you nervous about

Tuesday  ?????? If I were you I would eat everything

in sight before you go in for WLS" 

and I looked at her 

                                   and said
 
"I can hardly eat the food that sits in my plate"


My friend joins the conversation and came to

my rescue by saying:


"She's made a decision and she's going to stick with it 

Her mind is so motivated and passionate about this

that nobody is going to get in her way ... she's like a

Freight train moving Quickly and determined to let this 

happen-------Watch out World"

I was amazed --- BBQ ended up being a mini Support

meeting --Opinions, Criticism, Sarcasm, Negative,

Positive and just another reminder of "I'm going to

change who I am and the world remains the same"

It wasn't a bad day it was an insightful day and I

learned of everyone's concerns for me and support of

my decision in WLS.




I couldn't sleep through the night--- My mind is going

1 Zillion Mph..... Worried about my children and

husband ---Hoping that the house will remain in

somewhat of a good order.. Don't want my son crying

for me or my daughter worried about me.....I guess

that's what happens as time gets near.


Tomorrow morning I will be Getting up around 5Am and

heading toward my destination to a new me ....

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