Just_a_pretty_face
Me
My name is Dior, i am 23 years old, and i am hoping to have bariatric sleeve surgery done this summer, i don't know about anyone else but i seem to be obsessed with the idea of being skinny ever since i agreed to sleeve surgery. don't get me wrong here, i have always wanted to be fit and normal specially since i have been battling fatness all my life but somehow it was easy for me not to think about my weight on a daily basis, which is why i believe i didn't see 260 lbs coming my way!
Love
I happen to be in a relationship by the way, one that has lasted 6 years! my boyfriend and i met when i was 17, summer 2005 to be exact and it just so happened that summer was the summer i lost over 50lbs and weighed about 165lbs ( the lowest i have ever seen on a scale that i stood on) unfortunately for the both of us my weight loss did not last long, and the girl he fell in love with was trapped in a body he did not recognize, none the less he loved me anyways and has loved me ever since.
Though Love is not an issue for him, it is for me! i cant love myself this way, and though i believe i am truly and uniquely beautiful i will not accept this body, its unnatural and it isn't me! i feel lost inside because i hold back from being who i truly am , i am a prisoner of my own bad habits and this path only leads to destruction, The only way to permanently stop this crazy elevator weight loss is to have surgery and i am determined to do it and to finally change my life.
Surgery
It so happens that my insurance wont cover morbid obesity therefore i will be traveling to the Dominican republic for surgery and paying out of pocket. Because this is where i am from and have tons of family in this beautiful island it benefits me to do it there, i will be staying for a month and both my mother and my sister will take the trip with me! I'm so happy for all the support i am receiving from my family and i couldn't ask God for a bigger blessing.
