Kelly B.
Totally Pissed
Jun 11, 2008
I work with the public, which can be difficult at times. Today was one of those times. One of a regulars, who is very obese, comes riding his scooter to the office to fax something.( On a scooter because he is too big to walk anymore.) I was standing outside and he says to me, "Wow, you have really lost alot of weight." I tell him yes. He asked how much and I tell him 149 lbs. He said, "Well you lost a whole person, now you just need to exercrise and tighten yourself up." I have been doing that since the very beginning I tell him and he says,"Well its not working." I wanted to knock his fat ass right off his scooter and tell him off. I had to bite my tongue and not say what I wanted to. So I said nothing, now I am sitting here at my desk totally pissed. If only I could have ran into him somewhere besides work, then I could have let him have a piece of my mind. How dare he after I have been working so hard, talk about busting my bubble. It really sucks that you have to take so much shit from people here, I only wish that I could have told him that the reason I chose to lose weight was so that I didn't end up riding a scooter like him.
Finally
Jun 10, 2008
I got weighed this morning. I decided a while ago not to become obsessed with the scale and the numbers, but it was a GREAT feeling to see 160 on the scale this morning. Where I end up I don't know, I am just thankful to be where I am now. This is one incredible journey and worth every single step. The most important part to all of this is having my life and health back.
1 Year Post-Op Tomorrow
May 16, 2008
Wow, this year has really flown by.This has been quite the journey, and I would not change a thing. I wanted to accomplish one goal this year and I am so happy I was able to become Healthy. I missed out on so much over the years because of always feeling tired and hurting so much. I wanted to be able to enjoy my kids and become more involved in their lives. This was so important to me. I am happy to say that the kids can't keep up with me now...lol.
Having this surgery has completely changed my life for the better. I am so thankful to God, Dr Dallal and my family and friends. The support I have received has been overwhelming. I got to meet the BEST bunch of people from the Pennsylvania OH Board. My family has been awesome and they encourage me everyday.
I didn't get all wrapped up with the numbers or a goal weight. I just wanted to feel normal and not struggle anymore. I am so happy where I am now and if I stay here I am just fine. The last outfit I bought before surgery, in April 2007, was a size 26. I am now in a size 10!!!!!! I haven't been a 10 ever that I can remember.
Tomorrow my family and I are headed to Six Flaggs for a day of fun. I know this time getting in the coasters will be alot easier than last summer. It is JUST SO GREAT to be able to enjoy life and actually live it.
Having this surgery has completely changed my life for the better. I am so thankful to God, Dr Dallal and my family and friends. The support I have received has been overwhelming. I got to meet the BEST bunch of people from the Pennsylvania OH Board. My family has been awesome and they encourage me everyday.
I didn't get all wrapped up with the numbers or a goal weight. I just wanted to feel normal and not struggle anymore. I am so happy where I am now and if I stay here I am just fine. The last outfit I bought before surgery, in April 2007, was a size 26. I am now in a size 10!!!!!! I haven't been a 10 ever that I can remember.
Tomorrow my family and I are headed to Six Flaggs for a day of fun. I know this time getting in the coasters will be alot easier than last summer. It is JUST SO GREAT to be able to enjoy life and actually live it.
Almost Less Than......
Feb 14, 2008
What I was 20 years ago.....I got weighed this morning and I am a 1/2 of pound away from the weight I was when I first met my husband in 1988. I never thought that I would ever weigh 180 lbs. again. I am still feeling great and things are so easy to do now. Life was such a chore pre-op, I would dread getting out of bed some mornings. When I weighed 180 lbs. before I was not in a size 14 pants and large top, that only goes to show that I am more fit than before because of exercising. This is the first time in my life that I have stuck to exercise and actually enjoy it.
It will be 9 months post-op for me on the 17th and I have my next appointment with Dr. Dallal on the 20th.
I will update more then.
It will be 9 months post-op for me on the 17th and I have my next appointment with Dr. Dallal on the 20th.
I will update more then.
WOW Moment
Jan 29, 2008
My Mom told me this morning that I am getting "skinny". It really felt great to hear my Mom say that, even though I don't see it. I don't think my head will ever catch up. In my mind I will never be "skinny."
Hard To Believe....But So Excited!!!!!!!!
Jan 04, 2008
I got a gift card to Sears for Christmas. I went there last night to get some clothes. I fit in a size 14 pants and a large shirt. I have not been in this size since I was a teenager. I was soooo excited...I was jumping up and down in the fitting room. I finally like trying on clothes and buying them. I couldn't wait to get home and tell my husband and daughter. I am more and more thankful everyday for this surgery. I am enjoying my life so much more then ever.
If any one would have told me this time last year that I would weigh 189 lbs I would have never believed it. My energy is thru the roof and I look forward to everyday.
This is the first year I have not had to make a New Year's resolution to lose weight or join Weight Watchers during their special. I finally feel like I am in control of life.
I sat with my son on New Year's day and watched videos from 2006 and could not believe how BIG I was. I could hardly walk or take care of my kids. It was a bitter sweet feeling watching them...I am so glad that the old Kelly is gone and the new Kelly is much more healthy and happy. I NEVER want to go back there again in my life. I will keep these videos handy to remind me where I came from and I will never forget the struggles I endured each and everyday. I cried as I watched them and hugged my son. I know that I am a much better mom now and hopefully I will be around a long time for my kids.
If any one would have told me this time last year that I would weigh 189 lbs I would have never believed it. My energy is thru the roof and I look forward to everyday.
This is the first year I have not had to make a New Year's resolution to lose weight or join Weight Watchers during their special. I finally feel like I am in control of life.
I sat with my son on New Year's day and watched videos from 2006 and could not believe how BIG I was. I could hardly walk or take care of my kids. It was a bitter sweet feeling watching them...I am so glad that the old Kelly is gone and the new Kelly is much more healthy and happy. I NEVER want to go back there again in my life. I will keep these videos handy to remind me where I came from and I will never forget the struggles I endured each and everyday. I cried as I watched them and hugged my son. I know that I am a much better mom now and hopefully I will be around a long time for my kids.
How this Holiday Season is DIFFERENT than others
Dec 19, 2007
By this time last year and past years I would have eaten all the cookies and candy that came into the office. I would have felt like shit for doing it...but would have felt great while I was feeding my face. This year however has been so much better....I don't even feel a temptation to indulge. I am so glad that I can let the stuff sit on the counter and not have it calling my name. This will be the first time ever that I have not gained a ton of weight over the holidays.
Another thing that I would always dread was Christmas morning when my husband would record me and my kids coming down the stairs in the morning. I would bitch and complain the whole time and take the fun out it. I would look at the video in disgust...year after year. This year I am looking forward to waking up and running down the stairs with the kids. Just one more reason to be thankful for this surgery and being able to be a better mom.
Another thing that I would always dread was Christmas morning when my husband would record me and my kids coming down the stairs in the morning. I would bitch and complain the whole time and take the fun out it. I would look at the video in disgust...year after year. This year I am looking forward to waking up and running down the stairs with the kids. Just one more reason to be thankful for this surgery and being able to be a better mom.
7 Months
Dec 17, 2007
Well, it has been 7 months today. Time really flies. It is incredible!!!!! I am down 115 lbs. and I feel GREAT!!!! I am having a hard time with people that have not seen me, not knowing who I am. I guess the weight loss and the hair cut have really changed the way I look. I am so thankful for the surgery and everyday just gets better. My kids love the fact that I can do so much more with them now. Nothing is a chore anymore and I am really enjoying life.
Well...I did it!!!!
Dec 05, 2007
I went and got all my hair cut off last night. I looked in the mirror and saw my Mother. I never realized how much I look like my Mom. My kids and family were in shock. I haven't had my hair this short in 9 years. My hair was so dried out and falling out. I needed a change so bad. It is going to take some getting use to, but now my hair feels healthy.
I have been so lazy with posting new pictures. I have to get them together and do that soon.
I have been so lazy with posting new pictures. I have to get them together and do that soon.
6 Month Check-Up
Nov 28, 2007
I had my appointment this morning for the 6 month check-up. My blood work all came back fine. I was so happy about that. They said that I am doing really good. I am down 111 lbs., which really blows my mind to see that on a scale. I weighed in at 198. I have to go back again to see them in February...so I need to set another goal to meet. I wanted 100 lbs. off at 6 months. I got 43 more pounds to go to hit goal.
I had a WOW moment at my appointment...I ran into someone I have known for over 25 yrs. that I had not seen in a long time. He thought that I was my sister....my thin sister...wow it really blew my mind. That has NEVER, EVER happen to me before.
I had a WOW moment at my appointment...I ran into someone I have known for over 25 yrs. that I had not seen in a long time. He thought that I was my sister....my thin sister...wow it really blew my mind. That has NEVER, EVER happen to me before.
About Me
Philadelphia, PA
Location
33.8
BMI
Surgery
05/17/2007
Surgery Date
Mar 12, 2007
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