19 hours to go....

Jul 12, 2009

OMG, I think I am going to throw up.. OK here is the general screaming in my head right now...
I am soooo excited, antsy and just freaking out. I have so many things running through my head, I am excited, scared, excited, freaking out, EXCITED, and Scared SH*&less....(Oh wait a minute there, that's is NOT true, I drank my 2 bottles of Magnesium Citrate and I can't stop squirting, the toilet is my friend.) LOL. Why am I freaking out, I AM FINALLY GOING TO BE ABLE TO LOSE WEIGHT AND FEEL BETTER!!!
Why am I scared, PAIN, that is the only fear I have. Not of the surgery it's self, just pain, I am such a wimp, I hate to hurt, but at the same time, it is a fight to get me to take Tylenol for a headache. My husband was laughing at me this morning over it, he says I will be scared to push the button on the morph pump. True, I have a weird thing with drug tolerance, when I was in labor with my son (almost 17 years ago) they gave me Staytol (?), well it knocked me out or so my hubby and Mom thought, but I could hear everything they were saying and then I freaking Hallucinated Gumby cartoons!!!! ok FREAKYYYY, so yes, I am freaking out over that, I have never had Morphine before, Demerol yes and ohhhh yessss what that was like, I had hurt my back and it was like, OMG KILL ME NOW to Ahhhhhhh, can I have Cabana Boys and Pena COlads now, than you....LMAO.  So any way, here I sit, between the bathroom and the couch and the bedroom, (tried to go out to sit with the goat kids to relax, but had to run back to the bathroom) I have ordered my Vits, made a list of what Isopure to pick up on Tuesday to have at home, the Unjury should arrive on Tuesday also, I ordered the plain and the Chicken soup flavor. Now all I have to do is  pack my little bag to take to the hospital. Dr. Y said to wear old tshirts for the hosp, just so the drain wouldn't ruin anything and they can just be tossed, but hey, I have an excuse to shop right, so this morning I made  mad dash to Walmart for a few things before I drank my MC and I found 3X Tall shirts, WOOHOOO,  bought 2 navy blue ones, a pair of slippers, some of the new Swish disposable toothbrush's and some gator aide for today, gotta stay hydrated and everything MUST be clear. Done....Sooooo, Now what? The kid is sleeping he stayed up late last night, so it's just me and the puter and the tv, am I hungry, nope, I had a protein drink a glass of water and a cup of beef broth. Now what?? I guess I could pre shop new clothes, LOL.
Is it 7am Monday yet>?????

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