karlottasanders
Its not that different from most. I make jokes about being the fat girl in the room as if its not obvious. I've been struggling with my weight since college. Don't get me wrong, I was always juicy but not as juicy as I am today. Today, at 5'2 and 285 pounds I am completely out of control. As I said, I've been fighting this battle for a long time, sometimes I would win, I went from 230 to 170 in 1995, I was happy! I could shop anywhere I wanted, I was COMFORTABLE in my body and I was in love with the cute thick girl that I had become. But something change, less exercise, no real motiviation, a really bad relationship and today I'm at my heaviest ever. I'm uncomfortable in this body, unmotivated and simply tired of carrying this weight around. But, God is a blessing maker and hope giver and always on-time. Its funny, and forgive me for rambling, I've been thinking about this surgery since March of 2007 but for whatever reason...tired will finish the story in the morning.