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Hey all,
I am quite happy but mixed feelings because a few things. I was 300 plus pounds and then went down to 198. After meeting my fiance, we became pregnant in 2009 (January). I gained 50 pounds during the pregnancy and went down to 227 pounds. I am currently the following medications. Meridia because having the baby does stretch the pouch Stomach. Then, I am on a Laskics because I am gaining water. I need a Stomaphyx but cannot find anyone to do it here in Michigan. I need to find an ANGEL to help me finish my journey because I have came so far. I have found a doctor who will remove my skin but need to get back down to 190 to 198 before he'll do it, but my thing is that I do not want have the surgery and regain all the weight back. I watch what I eat and exercise. It is in my family background to be over-weight as I see photos and talk to other family members.  Well, this is my update. I hope and pray and everyone is doing well. I do think the before and after pics are awesome. Keep in touch if anyone needs help or support.

I feel abandon due to my Doc living DMC and going to Bartix where they do not take medicaid. Now, after being told I would have skin removed, I am stuck looking horrible. HELP!!!!!!

It has been forever since I been on this site to post or update. I am here now giving everyone the greatest news in my life.  I found happiness with a new man because my old one gave in to temptation of insecurity issues and deception. I lost all of my belongings but restarting with the man I am with now has been great.
Now, unto the Doctor A. Nunn of Detroit Michigan who picked up and went to do business with Barics in Ypsilanti michigan has messed me up totally with insurance and related issues.
I am presently looking for a plastic surgeon to finish the job.
I am going to keep everyone posted with new pics a month and issues.

I am 200 now and losing still, good to be back. I am very much into walking again, playing with my son and going to family gatherings, hanging with my skinny friends, and much more. Better sex life too...lol
I am so happy but I have loose skin and May 1 I will be back in the office to get that removed. I had a good journey some pyshe problms with food at times but then reality gets me and I get sick, then I am like no no no, cannot go over board. I have only gotten sick 11 times now. A few times was due to sugar in the food being too much, and then taking the 4th bite of food. 
I am updating for everyone who wants to know about me. If anyone needs an angel to walk through this with them please contact me here. I do check in regularly.

I am doing well I must say. I am down to 249.9. It is the most weight I lost in my life and I hvae more energy. I started a new job doing inspection for an auto plant in Michigan. I am happy with my love life.....smile...alittle TMI for ya.
All is well and my diet is going very good to.
I work midnights for right now though so I will let you know how that goes in my next blog to you guys.
I do not feel so stressed out and over burdened with life now. I also am in college again. Only taking one class "Political Science", but it is an online class.Well till next time........

I weighed myself this afternoon and I was 259. So cool because my doctors scale and mines or only a few ounces different. It is 90 degrees today and I know I can burn off some more energy and fat today. I am going swimming with my son.....He just graduated from from 5th grade. I am in more of a pleasant mood then ever.

I went to the doctor yesterday and lost 18 pounds. I was and am so stoked. I am happy about it because by July I should lose about another 18 to 24 pounds doc said if I keep going like I am.
I will keep everyone post dated about my life and my progress.

Wow, what a different feeling I feel and I really cannot wait to get the JP out and things start rolling for me like exercising, being around the family, and much more.
I often am tender more then hurting but I manage because I have lost almost 20 pounds. I really cannot tell where I lost it but once I get the medical clearance tomorrow from my doctor I know I will have a faster recovery period. I know I definitely do not want to losse the weight to fast without exercising because I do not want a over hang. Anyways I will write more tomorrow, love you all and many prayers..till then....

Today, May 28, 2007
I woke up this morning at 8:45am after sleeping only a few hours from the night. I had a weak mounment yesterday, and my supposed to boyfriend did not understand, although, he gives what support he can.
I am not blaming him but I am going through the roller coaster of wanting to graze on food when I know I can. So I did not and play games online and chatwith friends, and chewing sugar-free gum and drinks lots of water.
I feel pretty good this morning however.
I feel  like cleaning what I can for I can stay with my mom and dad tomorrow before they take me to the hospital, which is an hour away.
I have done almost every room in the house except mine and bleach down things and organize a little bit.
I am still looking at before and after pics to give me support. I am wanting to do this, yet, I am now scared that I just do not make a mistake.
Well I will write later today or tomorrow before I head off....till then

I have been preparing with the pre-op diet, lost about 6 pounds. I am cleaning around the house. Trying to keep busy and active. I am going to be working out so I can loose some more before surgery. I am so happy although, not looking forward toward the healing and the emotional state afterwards. I heard practice makes it better. I have deprived myself of food I love the most because in the long run I know I will be able to have it again.
I have the support of the home nurse, my parents, my son, and my boyfriend Brian. Many people are praying for this surgery to help me, and make me stronger...as well as pulling through the surgery and to guide the surgeons hands, as he makes the incisions in me for a life time tool.
Well till next time......