This is truly my new revision

Feb 22, 2011

   Well I have passed at least one plateau and I am excited about where this is going. I have lost so much weight and I with every pound I get excited about what I see. So many things are changing around me and I myself, am changing. I no longer wake up at night from my sleep with headaches and dizziness. Each moment is not plagued by what I will eat next. I enjoy working out on a daily basis. It helps me physically and relieves so much stress. I'm glad that I have had the opportunity to gain my life back. I'm not sure what I would be doing with the rest of my life at 28 with hypertension, amenorrhea and sleep apnea. Sometimes I want to cry because I am so grateful that after such a short time so much has changed. Sometimes I do cry because I am able to things that previously would have been exhausting. My life has been revised.

    I have grown to understand the new process of my life. When I had my lap-band I was constantly unsure from one day to the next about what amount I should be eating. Some days I was able to eat more than others. There was no consistency. Now with my RNY I have that consistency that I needed. No more wondering. Everything is pretty clear with the rny no gray areas for me. So much of me has adapted to the new stomach and food choices. I love what I've been blessed to do. I love the support that I have had and the support that I didn't have. Some of that negative support helped me become more determined to be successful. I have grown so much that I understand that what happens here with me will hopefully help someone else remember that there is still a life to live. I know this sounds cliche, but this is on the beginning. I can't wait.

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