kmd523
I WANT TO....
Jul 23, 2009
HAVE A SUCCESSFUL WLSBE HEALTHY
NOT BE ASHAMED TO TELL PEOPLE MY WEIGHT
NOT BE ASKED HOW MUCH I WEIGH BY EVERYBODY AND THEIR MOTHER
HONESTLY BE CONFIDENT, AND NOT HAVE TO PORTRAY SELF-ASSURANCE THAT I REALLY DON'T FEEL
BE ABLE TO TELL PEOPLE HOW I REALLY FEEL, WITHOUT WORRING THAT I'LL GET IGNORED OR BACKLASHED BECAUSE OF MY SIZE
HAVE THE OPTION TO HAVE CHILDREN IN THE FUTURE (AN OPTION I MAY NOT HAVE IF I AM FORMALLY DIAGNOSED WITH POS)
SHOP WITH MY FRIENDS, AND NOT FEEL BAD WHEN I GO INTO "THEIR" STORES AND GET GLACIAL STARES AS IF I DON'T BELONG,
NOT HAVE TO DRAG MY FRIENDS TO "MY" STORES FOR THE EXACT SAME REASON
BE NOTICED FOR SOMETHING OTHER THAN MY PRETTY FACE, OR MY SENSE OF HUMOR
FEEL PRETTY, SEXY, GORGEOUS, AND ANY OTHER ADJECTIVE YOU CAN THINK OF FOR ATTRACTIVE WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR
ACTUALLY LOOK IN A MIRROR, INSTEAD OF ONLY USING THEM ONLY WHEN IT'S NECESSARY
FEEL GOOD ABOUT MY PICTURE BEING TAKEN FROM THE SHOULDERS DOWN
DATE THE GUYS I WANT, AND NOT JUST THE ONES THAT WANT ME
GO OUT ON A REAL DATE
BE THE FIRST TO CATCH A GUY'S EYE, AND NOT BE JUST A "LAST RESORT" WHEN MY FRIENDS COULD CARE LESS
NOT BE THE GIRL A GUY PICKS UP WHEN HE'S "TAKING ONE FOR THE TEAM"
CONTINUE TO IGNORE THESE ABOVE JERKS AS I HAVE BEFORE
NOT FEEL LIKE SUCH AN OUTSIDER TO AN IMMEDIATE FAMILY WHO'S NOT ONLY 2-3 SHADES LIGHTER THAN ME, BUT THINNER TOO (EVEN IF NOT BY MUCH, BUT ITS DEFINITELY NOTICABLE)
FEEL COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN
FINALLY BE ME
