So Sad !!!! and Depressed

Aug 31, 2010

Hi Everyone!!!
   Just a quick update on what's happening. I'm a bit sad cause i just found out that me getting my surgery will take a little longer then i expected not only that i also have to lose more weight then i was told to lose. so i'm also upset about that. honestly speaking i have thought about quitting and giving up on having kids and just adopting. because it just seems ideal. I also am a bit depress cause people keep telling me that if want i can strive people dont seem to understand that obesity is not as easy as it seems if it was that wasy i would be 165lbs and making babies left and right instead of writing this. but, its not as easy to lose the weight when you try and try and u lose 10lbs and the nest day u gain 15 on the same diet you've been following. im also upset because they havent received any paper work or even started on my case. so it suck the only thing they keep saying is it should be late october early november. which sucks even more because that just mean 2 more month of waiting and thinking!!!! instead of this being called weight loss surgery it should be called the waiting game !!!!

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