kucletsa

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Hello

I have Struggled with weight gain for atleast the past 12 years.  I was always chubby but never huge  now I am HUGE...LOL

I grew up as kid very skinny

I have tried every diet under the sun.  I am turning to bariatric surgery because I really dont want to yoyo the rest of my life  I would like to be happy with my body for once and not have to constantly worry about it

BUT NOW..I am getting really freaked out because this isnt just another diet..This is a life long change that is irreversible and I am really scared if I am going to far with my decisions.  family members are telling me that it is a complete copout and that If I really wanted it I can do it on my own without surgery.  I probably can if I really really tried.  BUT I am tired of yoyo dieting.  I was going to the gym 4 days a week busting my butt.. working out hard  leaving the gym drenched.  Eating healthier.. and in 6 months only lost like 14lbs!!!!!!  I stopped going to the gym for two months and ended up gaining it all back and some!! I weigh now what I DID full term with my twins!!!

I cant wait to embark on this new journey.  The only problem is this surgery is consuming my brain night and day!!

I am doing this surgery so that I can run with my kids..PLay with them, go on waterslides with my girls, rollercoasters...

WIll keep you posted!!