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well, I haven't posted in a LONG time.  It's May 09.  I've had a hard time going down in weight.  I weigh 177.  My body is really happy here and I don't want to stay here.  I really really want to get to the 150's....at this point 160's sound good.  I know I havent been following the rules...I eat too much, drink too much, eat too often....don't work out as much.  I'm trying to get a grip.  I've never really had dumping.  I can eat whatever I want.  Which is good and bad.....depends on how you look at it.  I'm going to be more in touch now and post at least once a week.  I'm also going to check out a gym tomorrow.  I'm ready!  Wish me luck!

 Omg!  I am so excited tonight!  I've been alittle bummed because I've been the same weight for awhile.  Those weeks can be hard.  Anyway....I tried some jeans on that a friend gave me and wow!  they fit!  a size 16 and they fit!  Chicos size 3 short!  They fit!  I can shop at Chicos now......shut up!!!  I'm so excited now, I can't stand it. 

I'm sorry I havent posted anything in awhile.  I finally feel better.  It took some time, but I am sure glad to be done with that.  Life has been pretty good.  As for my weightloss, I'm doin ok.  Things have been slow but all things concidering... i've lost 65 lbs!  wow.... I weigh 223.  I haven't weighed that in years.  I had a tough weekend.  I feel like I ate alot, and junk.  I'm not sure about anyone  else, but I dont have alot of restriction.  I can eat sugar, fat, pretty much whatever.  I just eat small amounts of it.  I don't want to do that.  i've got to get refocused and back on track.  I don't ever want to be that weight again.  It wasn't good for me.  I will be a success!  Oh....and by the way....from size 26 to a size 18.  That is a huge deal for me.   It has been so exciting to buy clothes in a regular store.  An xl fits perfecto!  Whoopie!

It's been so long since I've posted anything.  Life has not been good.  I've been sick for over a month.  I've had the whole kidney stone thing....then the worst UTI I've ever had in my life.  I've been through 4 rounds of antibiotics.  My infection is finally clearing up, but I'm still in pain.  I went for an xray today.  I'm hoping we can start elliminating things off the "what the hell is wrong with me list".  I'm really bummed.  I wish my life would get back to normal.  I haven't helped my weightloss at all.  I haven't exercised in quite some time...I lay around all evening.  I've had to cancle clients at work.  I sound like a big ole winer....and I am being one.  I'm on the brink of tears every night.  I've been avoiding this website for that very reason.  I'm so ready to be well again. 

I'm bummed... I haven't done much the past couple of days... This stone is a pain in the booty!   Just layin around being lazy.  In the past I would have loved a weekend like this.  But I'm a busy momma on a mission to drop some lbs.  This does not fit into my schedule.  UGH!

wow!!!  so I DO have a kidney stone!  OUCH!!  I have had a tough week.  this is the yuckiest birthday week ever!  Kidney stones hurt and you just have to wait it out... drink water and try to flush it out.  I'm not havin fun...:(

oh yea.... I had to go to the dr today because I woke up with some yucky pain in my side.  I was so scared because I didn't know where gallstone pain is.  I have to admit that I haven't been great about taking my anti gallstone meds.  I'm not sure what was the matter with me, I had an infection, but the type wasn't sure.  Kidney stone?  He wasn't sure.  At least I know that its not gallstones.  pain was in the wrong place.  I've got a second shot at taking my meds more faithfully.

Let's not beat around the bush...I didn't do great this weekend.  I didn't eat very well.  I just snacked and didn't really eat good meals.  I didn't eat bad things, I just ate little amounts, of.... I don't even know what.  I was full all day during the stupid playoffgames.  (neither of my teams won).  I didn't even have the courage to get on the scale Monday.  I did however go to Old Navy on monday and.....I bought 4 shirts.  I was so excited!!!!  they were size xxl, but.... I normally couldn't buy anything at that store except shoes, sunglasses, and cute purses.  So yeah for me!!!  OH.... and the other great part... I did get on the scale today and BAM!!!  I went down 2 lbs!  Yup, thats right..... that is a 47 lb weight loss.  I am so excited!  have I said that already? 

Another great day!  I got on the scale, and down one more.  I feel like I'm getting the hang of things.  I have been in control of my eating and its kinda funny how that helps.  lol  I did have something bad happen.  I noticed my hair is starting to fall out.  Im kinda freaking about that.  I knew it was going to happen, and its only starting, but.... its my hair, and I work in a salon... How long does this last?  Does it grow back?  Am I gonna need a wig?  Cause.... I'll get a wig. 

OMG!  So I was passing by a store this evening and I saw a few cute tops in the window.  I went in and tried some on....and guess what... yup, you guessed it!  I went down a size or two!  I went from a 26 to an 18-20!  Shut up!!!  The 20's were good, and the 18's were tight but would fit longer.  I was soooo excited!  I can't remember when the last time I wore either size.  I'm Psyched!