Fighting off old DEMONS

Jul 26, 2012

My mother was very ill yesterday and ended up vomiting massive amounts of blood.
As I raced to her house, all I wanted to do was stop at the McD's drive thru and load up.
While at the hospital, I ate my nails and craved everything under the sun.
I walked to Au Bon Pain like 6 times and each time I walked around and rationalized why I could NOT eat any of those fabulous pastries.
I was good, after being there for 6 hours, I got a spinach and cheese wheat croissant. I only ate half and was satisfied.
My mom is very ill, bleeding internally and in the OR as I write this, I WANT A DAMN DONUT SOOOOOO BAD!!!!!! BUT I won't, not because I can't but because I DO NOT WANT TOO. I have come too far to turn back now.
Please keep me and my mom in your prayers.
Lord knows I have been praying for strength to overcome my demons and strength to face what ever comes with my moms health.

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