Hi, my name is Nita and I'm 28 yrs old.  Married and have 2 little girls.  I have serious health problems and am worried about my future.  Diabetes runs in my family, in fact both my mom and dad had type 2 diabetes as well as many of my relatives.  I've had type 2 diabetes for 8 yrs I'm on insulin and my health is decreasing.  My blood sugar is out of control and i have neuropathy (nerve damage) in my legs and arms.  Among that I also have many other problems...weight!!!  I still remember my Dr. telling me 8 yrs ago, I was 21 yrs old then, that I have diabetes and need to lose 20 lbs.  Easier said than done!!!!  Hoping it wasn't all that serious I ignored it for several years.
So here I am...8 yrs later and many many more pounds and fearing the worst..I wont be around for my girls and my husband in years to come.
Diabetes has taken my relatives, 1 by 1.  Recently I lost my mom, she meant the world to me and my heart still aches, I miss her so much!  I am grateful she had a chance to meet my first born but at the same time I was a new mother and still needed my mom's guidance.  
Reality hit me hard, I'm the youngest in my family with this disease and the only one surviving.  Needless to say , I have chronic depression.
Late last year my nephew, who is also 28 yrs old with health problems, told me about a gastric bypass seminar he attended.  I decided to check it out.  I had doubts since my previous Dr told me I wouldnt qualify.  But now I had a new Dr. Who has supported me thru all this and I'm awaiting insurance approval.  I'm excited yet nervous and ready to go all the way! 
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