I need to put more effort in

Jun 23, 2010

I have been on this journey for a little while & it seems like I am still at square one. I have been diagnosised with sleep apnea. So July 15th, I got to have another sleep study with C-pap. The only other thing is that I need to lose 10 more lbs. I am not sure why I have been dragging my feet. But I know that in order for me to apply for Ins. approval, I have to lose the weight. On a positive note, this is all I have left to do. So I am committed to buckling down & doing what it takes.  This week has been rough as far as my eating b/c my emotions have been a little high. My step- daughter  just found out that she is pregnant. This is a blow b/c she is going into her 2nd yr of college with a GPA of 3.8. I know that this not uncommon today but I hoped that she would have avoided this issue. So we are trying our best to keep her encouraged. As of right now she says that she doesn't want the baby. That's hard to hear being that I have loss some. & don't know if I can ever have one. So I am trying to put my emotions aside for her sake. & as a result the eating is out of control. I will get on track b/c this surgery is to help me & I am not willing to give my life up anymore!!!!!

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