Oh my...

Feb 24, 2009

Its funny.. I have this cycle every year.  I am at a point where I am desperately seeking warmer weather.  And most people do yes.. but I am just funny about it.  I crave it... I long for it.. I want it BAD!  Soo I start going to the tanning bed.  Yeah yeah lecture all you want.. it makes me feel good.  And it doesn't wear off as soon as I get out.. I feel it all day.  I smell the lotion on me and like it LOL  I can't wait to have a tan.. of course I tan very slowly so it will be awhile before I even notice.. but tanning really does get me in a better mood.

The funny part?  Once Spring comes.. I am all excited and motivated, outside every day, taking th eboys everywhere.. going good.  Thinking I can't wait for summer and to swim and be active and blah blah blah... then they are out of school.  And within two weeks into summer I am BEGGING for it to be August LOL  Then I am begging for fall so it isn't so hot and miserable LOL  It is just funny how that cycle works... especially for stay at home moms LOL

So although we aren't going any where hot for Spring Break... I am looking forward to having a little tan and going to Great Wolf Lodge for some swimming and at least feeling on the inside like it is warm outside.  LOL

Ok so enough of that :)  If I didn't mention I did get an unfill and am glad I did.. but also not glad I did.  Why?  Because I can eat just like before my fill.  So i will be calling and going back for another small fill.  Thats ok though...

I was also sick with strep last week.. so I ended up not eating for 2 1/2 days and got down to 180 pounds LOL  Too bad when I ate again I gained it back.. so I am hanging out at 182.  But thats ok... I know I lost them from not eating... so not in a good way.

But today was back at the gym and the tanning bed.  The tanning bed being at the gym is what will keep me going there at least 3 times a week!  Can't really walk into the gym and tan.. but not work out for a little while LOL  That would be just wrong!  So that is a good thing.. not to mention it is only $10 a month to tan :)  Even better!

Did I mention JJ & I are in the mini-marathon on May 2nd?  Yeah... thanks to my sister talking us into it.. it is 13 and some odd miles.... like 4 hours of walking... all around freaking Indianapolis.  Now I hate walking the way it is..  let alone 13 miles.  So we will be starting to walk outside as soon as it is half way warm out!  It is a lot different walking outside on a road then it is in the gym so I need to practice the realt hing.... or I may not survive!

So another week has gone by and I am still looking forward to the 170's!  I will get there!


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