leanne613
Surely not...
Mar 10, 2009
Surely I am just not meant to be 180 pounds forever? I know I need a fill.. and I did call.. last week but couldn't get in until the 18th. But still... I have not lost one pound in 3 weeks now. Damnit.. I KNEW I shouldn't have gotten that freakin unfill! Oh well... I mean don't get me wrong, I am happy and thrilled with where I am and how fast I lost the weight. BUT I do not want to be in the 180's forever. I WANT to be thinner.. and damnit I better get there. Yes I haven't been at the gym as much as needed.. it has been busy around here. But I am getting there again. I will be there 3 days this week. But then of course next week I have something going on every day. so I won't even make it there once next week. It just sucks!I was soo hoping to be 170.. or in the lower 170's by Spring Break which is the first week of April... still possible I guess.. if I get one hell of a fill and am able to get to the gym. It is just annoying.. but I know I can't bitch too much because I have done great in my opinion.. as far as losing steadily. Now I am finally at the famous plateu everyone talks about. Oh well.. life goes on.. and those last 20 to 30 are always the hardest to get off and takes the longest right! Well... I know eventually I will get there!
JJ is doing great though. He got another fill on Wednesday last week and is down another 5 pounds! He will be breaking into ONEderland soon! He is at 204! He is very excited! I don't think he has been in the one hundreds since our wedding maybe? even in 2006 when we lost all the weight he topped out around 210 I think. So he is thrilled! Looks like a completely different man.. well the man I met in college any way ;)
I feel so lucky that he is on this journey with me. He wasn't thrilled about it when I mentioned it for myself. I think he thought I was kidding. The more I learned, the more I talked, then when I did it... he was all for it. I could not imagine going through this alone. Not that I couldn't do it.. I think I would have just felt bad for leaving him behind (Still overweight) as I lose the weight. So I am glad we are doing it together! It has been a great experience and nice to have some there to talk to and that really does understand! He is a great!
So, nothing else really going on here. I am ready for Spring, ready for Spring break for Great Wolf Lodge and just more time together and a break from work! Not that I work THAT much... LOL But a break in routine I guess I should say!
Stokley is still doing ok... I now warm up his food with water added and add garlic powder to it. He wasn't eating and lost a bunch of weight.. now he is eating again. We are still dealing with the allergies though, but not near as bad. I tend to think it was a chicken allergy because it got so bad when I put him on the chicken based food. So hopefully in the next week or so he will be feeling a lot better! He is still a great dog. I am getting used to the dog hair and the slobbering LOL I might have to buy that Dyson vacuum though! I get a nice discount at work at least! So we will see!
Hope everyone is doing well!
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Indianapolis, IN
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05/27/2008
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Nov 13, 2007
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