Dear Lisa, I've read Melinda's post, and just wanted to say, <b>DON'T GIVE UP!!</b>, Fight for your right to health and happiness, you deserve it just like anyone else in this world, and although it seems hard, it is all worth it in the end. You must see the darkness before you can see the light, and the light is the light inside you....gather the negativity and turn it into determination! Hang in there, you can do it!!!--Irene (Jeff's Wife)