Lisy
My heart has been broken for a long time..... I have let myself down. I am trying to get myself back together but the journey is so hard. I feel sad inside real sad. I love my boyfriend, my family, my friends and my job. I just don't think I love myself ( my body). I am a very happy person, but DAM!!! I sure feel suckie inside. I weigh sooooo much, I can't belive it. It seems that each season I gain 5 pounds..... I hate me for that. At this point in my life I sometime feel cornerd to get help fast. I have to say I feel like shit sometime....most of the time. I have aches and pain everywhere, cause of my weight. Well this is a new journey let the uphill battle begin.
I just started meeting with my doctor about getting the lap band done, hopefully my insurance approves it.
