LivinLifeOnTheEdge
Life In 2007
Mar 16, 2007
Well, first of all, I am going to be doing a web page on yahoo and will post the link here.
So far this year has been one disaster after another. The last time I posted on here was before they made all of these changes. I can't believe all the changes the site has made. Quite confusing since I haven't been on here for a long time. It has been close to a year since I have been on here.
I hadn't been on here because I hadn't had computer contact. I had moved and June 22nd I got married and now, I am living with my mom again in a separation from my husband because of physical and emotional abuse. When I was living with him I had suffered a lot. I didn't see my mom much because I have really bad health problems (back problems) and I had to spend a lot of time in bed. My husband just added to the problem. Before I had my surgery I would get depressed and wouldn't eat. Now that I have had the surgery, I get depressed and I do eat. I was down to 238 lbs and now I am back up to 283 lbs. I am going the wrong way. It isn't bad stuff I am eating, it is just how much I eat at a time and how often. I haven't seen my surgeon since August 2005. A couple months after my surgery. I don't know what to do to get through this. I don't want to gain anymore weight. I had finally gotten into my first pair of jeans and overalls and was so happy and now I can't even fit in them anymore. Well, I will update more. Bye for now.
So far this year has been one disaster after another. The last time I posted on here was before they made all of these changes. I can't believe all the changes the site has made. Quite confusing since I haven't been on here for a long time. It has been close to a year since I have been on here.
I hadn't been on here because I hadn't had computer contact. I had moved and June 22nd I got married and now, I am living with my mom again in a separation from my husband because of physical and emotional abuse. When I was living with him I had suffered a lot. I didn't see my mom much because I have really bad health problems (back problems) and I had to spend a lot of time in bed. My husband just added to the problem. Before I had my surgery I would get depressed and wouldn't eat. Now that I have had the surgery, I get depressed and I do eat. I was down to 238 lbs and now I am back up to 283 lbs. I am going the wrong way. It isn't bad stuff I am eating, it is just how much I eat at a time and how often. I haven't seen my surgeon since August 2005. A couple months after my surgery. I don't know what to do to get through this. I don't want to gain anymore weight. I had finally gotten into my first pair of jeans and overalls and was so happy and now I can't even fit in them anymore. Well, I will update more. Bye for now.