Louis,
Please hang in there. I know it gets frustrating when it seems like you are jumping through hoops just to get to where you want to be, but in the end it will be worth it -- you'll be a healthy man. Please take a deep breath and start believing that you will get there, remember that you are unique so your road will be different than others, and embrace the love that is all around you during this difficult time. Warm hugs, Lisa Z.