lovinglyfe
EMOTIONAL MESS
Aug 21, 2010
I can't believe all the emotions I've been having these past few weeks, it's almost like being bi-polar. One minute I'm happy about the surgery, then I'm feeling anxious, unsure of my decision, I felt crying then, now, I'm feeling hopeful and glad for my date!I spoke with the Doc and I feel better about my decision. I researched and found out he has not lost a patient due to surgery and I'm "having normal reactions" .
I started my leave from work on Friday and I'm kinda' pissed because my co-workers acting funny because I won't them what my surgery is for. Anyway, that's a BIG stress I ain't got to deal w/for a while.
One of my sisters had GNY two years ago, she had abnormal periods, NEVER dated, and was told she could not have children. Why'd I find out today she was expecting? I'm so happy for her, see there are many benifits besides "being skinny" to have this surgery.
Well, I guess I'm about to finish pampering myself before Tuesday!
