Did I mention that I'm hungry?

Dec 19, 2010

I know this is only temporary.  But this has been the worst week of my life.  Food is my comfort.  And after losing Prudence on Monday, I just wanted to eat french fries.  I wanted a cheeseburger.  I wanted anything that wasn't liquid!

I didn't get to talk to Ray all week except for 10 minutes on Tuesday evening while he was still at work.  So last night I was so weepy with everything that's happened.  So when he called I snapped at something he said that was stupid and then started crying.  I stopped quickly but I couldn't believe that lost control that easily

I have to mention that I have a wonderful mother.  I'm sure I'll be saying this over and over again int he future but tonight I really saw how good she is to me. 

We went to a late mass today (she wanted me to sleep in) and our church is on the same side of town as the majority of restaurants.  Mom hasn't been cooking in the house and she's been eating out alot.  So tonight I insisted that she order take out on the way home so that she didn't have to go back to the other side of town.

Big mistake!  The smell of her steak from Outback made me almost pull the car over and chow down!  She felt horrible and said this is why I don't eat in front of you or in the house!

Just one more day and I'll be on my way to the rest of my life!!!!

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